Okay guys, whether you have read the novel or not, (AND if you have), trust the process. I know the whole thing seems toxic, and crazy, and literally does not make sense. But it will in due time. Like it will makes sense, and this will be the best peak of peak you guys have ever stumbled upon (this is me just exaggerating). All I'm going to say is, don't read the spoilers, and just know, if there's smoke there's fire. I am normally a pretty stingy b*tch with money. But this is the first ever manhwa that had me spending money to buy at least 20 CHAPTERS of the novel now because how good it was.
For those who have caught up with the novel. I just want to say despite how messed up Ian's actions were. I have to say, if I have gone through the same things that he did. I would do the same thing. Yes, he shouldn't have targeted and toyed with an innocent person, like Michele (I think I got his name wrong but wtv). But you need to remember, Ian, was also an innocent person, an innocent CHILD. That didn't ask to be born as a bastard, didn't ask to be born into a world that will hate, criticize, despise, and hurt him just because of his mere existence. I think I am being quite protective of Ian here, and maybe a bit biased because I can sympathize with him, and I can see myself in his situation. And also because hey, maybe some of you just didn't read the story and just want to express your opinion, that's fine. Yes, going through a shitty life, does not give you an excuse to be a shitty person, but it kinda does when you keep thinking to yourself: "Why me, why just me? Why everyone allows to live a happy and carefree life, while I will remain damaged and filthy?" The world is not a black, and white concept. There is no absolute right or wrong. There are nuances. This story is morally grey (at least for me), and if you are looking for a righteous, healthy and upright story of overcoming obstacles, with characters that had healthy upbringing, and mindset with loads of self-awareness (which is absolutely great), but this story will not be for you. I understand where the frustration is coming from but again put on your thinking hat and try to put yourself in the shoes of the characters here, because personally I think their behaviours have depth and layers.
Okay guys, whether you have read the novel or not, (AND if you have), trust the process. I know the whole thing seems toxic, and crazy, and literally does not make sense. But it will in due time. Like it will makes sense, and this will be the best peak of peak you guys have ever stumbled upon (this is me just exaggerating). All I'm going to say is, don't read the spoilers, and just know, if there's smoke there's fire. I am normally a pretty stingy b*tch with money. But this is the first ever manhwa that had me spending money to buy at least 20 CHAPTERS of the novel now because how good it was.
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For those who have caught up with the novel. I just want to say despite how messed up Ian's actions were. I have to say, if I have gone through the same things that he did. I would do the same thing. Yes, he shouldn't have targeted and toyed with an innocent person, like Michele (I think I got his name wrong but wtv). But you need to remember, Ian, was also an innocent person, an innocent CHILD. That didn't ask to be born as a bastard, didn't ask to be born into a world that will hate, criticize, despise, and hurt him just because of his mere existence. I think I am being quite protective of Ian here, and maybe a bit biased because I can sympathize with him, and I can see myself in his situation. And also because hey, maybe some of you just didn't read the story and just want to express your opinion, that's fine.
Yes, going through a shitty life, does not give you an excuse to be a shitty person, but it kinda does when you keep thinking to yourself: "Why me, why just me? Why everyone allows to live a happy and carefree life, while I will remain damaged and filthy?" The world is not a black, and white concept. There is no absolute right or wrong. There are nuances. This story is morally grey (at least for me), and if you are looking for a righteous, healthy and upright story of overcoming obstacles, with characters that had healthy upbringing, and mindset with loads of self-awareness (which is absolutely great), but this story will not be for you. I understand where the frustration is coming from but again put on your thinking hat and try to put yourself in the shoes of the characters here, because personally I think their behaviours have depth and layers.