https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/reunion/
they both yearn so freaking bad
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/happy_together_paradise_scans/ (my #1 answer, I yearn for what they have SO fucking bad)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/chameleon_wa_tenohira_ni_koi_wo_suru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_no_omawarisan/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bongchon_bride/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/1995_youth_report/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/salad_days_tang_liuzang/

Can I have some yaoi/BL recs where you're genuinely jealous of the love the characters have.
It doesn't have to be fluffy, I don't mind angst. But I definitely don't want one where the seme SA the uke at any point whatsoever. I find that a lot of fluff bl is just kind of boring and simple. I want something that has a good plot and keeps me wanting to binge it, but I also want the couple to have a genuine connection and putting each other first.