We never know when we will die
But I think when we are asleep its very familiar to death (only physically not mentally)
Like we have no idea when we will die the same way we have no idea when we fall asleep..
and sometimes we get dreams and remember them too (rarely for me ) What if the dreams are just us in another universe and thats why everything feels real and as if there's no escape.
And when we wake up most of the times we don't remember our dreams right? so
what if the dreams we remember were the other universes of our own self we visited and struggled to escape...
Sometimes our dream get part 2 part 3 (i get that idk about others) what if they are the universe that need our help.
Do you think us from another universe also gets dream about us?
what if when we get other parts like a continuation of our dream, its just us (from another au) getting us (this au) and unable to escape our world hence clashing and making us remember them too
idk if u are actively trying right now but from personal experience i know there's not much (or anything at all) that i can say that will help. and ik everyone is different but i will just tell u what works for me. there's always a high probability u will fail and that could make it worse. could damage ur body or ur brain and could lead to lifelong health issues. that scares me so much and i'm sorry if that isn't the best thing to say but u can only get help if u are alive. it's an exhaustive process but i hope u find it neuta. you have worth and deserve to live <3

so dramatic,,,,,, but for being w me and keeping me alive for all of these years. When i finally end it all, i wish i could bring my phone so i can keep reading my favorite manwhas until they all got their happy ending ╥﹏╥