No I'm literally the exact same I know they're equally fucked up, but there's a tender bone in Heonjae's body that Jingi doesn't possess. Like you gotta seriously love someone to kiss their vomit-covered mouth.
Heonjae is genuinely so sweet but lwk in the creepiest way, he deserves someone who matches his freak (like me)
Problem with Heonjae is that he is a genuine psychopath. He has little to no control over his violent tendencies. He attacks someone with a scissor in high school for talking smack and then cries and says he started it. He cuts off the leg of his PE teacher who financially cheated him and is shocked when the now leg-less guy spits venom at him in the court room. He genuinely expects the guy to still care about him after he cut off his legs. He attacks people even in prison for exposing his past. He sees no problems with doing these things as long as Myeongil doesn't find out. He has no moral compass. I posted this earlier today - https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/prison_dogs/uu/br_chapter-221819/pg-17. That is not cute. That should be terrifying.
Oh... and him crying and saying "like me too" when Myeongil was checking on Jingi because Heonjae just STABBED him almost to death. You just tried to kill your brother and you are crying that someone checking on the guy who almost died is unfair to you? And right after that Myeongil sends that psycho to his family with his old grandmother and 2 young siblings. He has some issues too.
I personally think jingi and mc is decent, BUT idk why the back of my head wants Heonjae and Mc to end up tgt… like somehow, i get why Heonjae is like that and i can see him try..also idk i just dont like it when Jingi fucks alot like even in front of someone it irks me.. i also get why ppl think that Heonjae is creepy and stuff, he lwk is, but also…i lwk dont rlly care..? Like not that im brushing it off, but am i missing some key areas here? Cus i really like Heonjae better… its like the same way i like Jo more in WetSand which i dropped bc he wasnt the endgame. I’d probably drop this if any of them were the endgame. Acceptable for me is Heonjae being the endgame or neither of them as long as the mc is able to live freely. Or everyone’s problems are lesser than what is is now.
Something about Heonjae just makes me want him to live better and deserve better. Idk guys, am i gonna get jumped in the comments? Like everytime i try to convince myself just incase Jingi might be the endgame, it just falls right off when they start fucking out of nowhere like…ond Mc taking it like a champ tho..it sounds like im putting this all on Jingi but Mc lwk want that..
Anyway yeah overall, i’d say this is genuinely an interesting read, i hope his little siblings will be happy. Who’s team Hyeonjae..? haha me and 3 others?..