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saige November 25, 2020 7:08 pm

im literally crying rn, im so close to failing the first year of med school and international student fees are a bitch, my parents are going to slaughter me for sure. its totally my fault tho, ive been slacking off the entire year.

for my final exams, my uni reused questions from past year papers, like 70% of the questions that were tested for an online exam were questions that i had prior knowledge since my seniors gave me their past year papers for studying

BUT I LITERALLY FLUNKED IT I WAS SO STRESSED AND RAN OUT OF TIME

ive been calculating my score and i dont even know what to do if i really fail this year. my family will kill me for failing a year when everything was online.

to make matters worse, i had a breach in academic policy due to an IT error that didnt save my progress before submitting my exam, and if the faculty deem it as an intentional breach, i may get expelled or fail the course immediately.

i still have one last exam tomorrow and im cramming everything now. i literally started praying/ listening to subs/ practically anything and everything alongside studying for the exam tmr.

no joke but if i fail this year, imma just head out of this life lmao. i bought a nitrogen regulator and tubing, just so i can kill myself via nitrogen asphyxiation. I ordered a tank of nitrogen already and bvhbdakceabncajdnjadjcnsjnsms


TO ALL UNI STUDENTS> PLS TAKE UR STUDIES SERIOUSLY DONT MAKE THE SAME DUMB MISTAKES LIKE ME

I SINCERELY PRAY FOR EVERYONE ON THIS SITE TO GET GOOD GRADES AND ACHIEVE ACADEMIC SUCCESS

EDUCATION IS IMPORTANT

Responses
    Phigero November 25, 2020 7:22 pm

    Babe, breathe.
    Many. Many. Many. Breaths.

    A-K November 25, 2020 7:22 pm

    Trust me I did very well in engg university. Have good grades, technical knowledge. But working in irrelevant field. U still have time 1-2 yr doesn't matter. But take a lesson.
    And family will support u. Don't be under false impression.

    lexa November 25, 2020 7:33 pm

    Uh bitch you best be joking about the nitrogen tank >.>
    Don't do anything rash, I know with everything going on in the world right now and especially being in school it seems incredibly stressful but if you fail it's not the end of the world. I'm sorry you're going through a rough time. :/
    I'm praying for you too!

    gwah November 25, 2020 7:34 pm

    Hey..I have no idea how college works but you must be under so much stress right now. And please please please don't do anything to yourself if things don't turn out well. You never know what things you might miss out on if you're gone. I truly do hope things go well for you <3

    xielian_inlove November 25, 2020 7:35 pm

    i hope you at least feel some relief in getting that out of your chest.

    question: if you are already thinking su*cide and you say your parents would slaughter you, would it hurt to tell them about what's going on? i mean both outcomes sound equally awful but maybe they WON'T slaughter you, especially if they realize how close you are to executing whatever it is you're thinking of doing.

    use up all your possibilities before resorting to that xo

    Pass The Holy Water November 25, 2020 7:39 pm

    Hey hey. Take a step back and breathe. Stress and school can be a bitch, but you’re worth so much more than all that. You’re going to be okay as long as you chin up, make the best of everything, and try your best. ‘Cause no matter what anyone says, you tried your best with what you had and no one can refute that. Not everything goes to plan, and that’s okay. That’s normal even. I believe in you and your ability to curb stomp the shit out of your exam and marching on no matter what. Sending lots of love your way. <3

    Moon November 25, 2020 7:51 pm

    i understand your stress so much, but please remember that no matter what happens... you will get through it. i mean it. right now, you’re scared and anxious for tomorrow. it’s a horrible, horrible feeling. but it will pass. you will be okay. you will be able to breathe freely without any burden weighing down on you. hang in there! your well-being is more important than grades and education, in my opinion

    niel November 25, 2020 8:39 pm

    I have public exam on 18 Dec...Yeah I am a uni student too...I literally stressed out from my studies and I come here at the moment I feel like I have to relax some time....

    NOW THAT I SEE THIS ...I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T RELAX ANYMORE.....
    I HAVE AN AMBITION TO STUDY ABORD.....AND FOR THAT I HAVE TO SCORE AT LEAST 80%ABOVE...I AM WORKING HARD AS MUCH AS I CAN SO WISH ME LUCK....

    And to you sis....RELAX. this is not the end maybe just starting to amazing turn...i am sure your parents will support you ......so don't worry too much....tbt I dont have much confidence in myself....Cuz I forgot everything in no time....but you're a med student and iam pretty sure your learning ability is much better than others....You're GONNA WIN SO CHEER UP.....AND DO ANYTHING UNNECESSARY....WE ARE ALL HERE TO CHHER YOU UP.....SO....FIGHTING TOGETHER

    Moon November 25, 2020 8:39 pm

    Please trust me with this because I have also suffered a similar situation like yours where my education was at stake , every storm shall pass . And after the storm has passed you will come out as a much stronger person.
    Taking our lives may end our sufferings, our loss, our pain, sorrow and regrets. But along with them death will steal our chances of being a better person. It will take all of the possibilities we can only have while we still live.

    niel November 25, 2020 8:39 pm

    I have public exam on 18 Dec...Yeah I am a uni student too...I literally stressed out from my studies and I come here at the moment I feel like I have to relax some time....

    NOW THAT I SEE THIS ...I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T RELAX ANYMORE.....
    I HAVE AN AMBITION TO STUDY ABORD.....AND FOR THAT I HAVE TO SCORE AT LEAST 80%ABOVE...I AM WORKING HARD AS MUCH AS I CAN SO WISH ME LUCK....

    And to you sis....RELAX. this is not the end maybe just starting to amazing turn...i am sure your parents will support you ......so don't worry too much....tbt I dont have much confidence in myself....Cuz I forgot everything in no time....but you're a med student and iam pretty sure your learning ability is much better than others....You're GONNA WIN SO CHEER UP.....AND DON'T DO ANYTHING UNNECESSARY....WE ARE ALL HERE TO CHHER YOU UP.....SO....FIGHTING TOGETHER

    saige November 26, 2020 3:13 pm

    thank you all, this made me cry knowing that there's such kind people like you