I think you should just be honest and tell them you forgot. Apologise a lot and say that you'll get them a present soon (like real soon). Then ask if there's anything you can do for them in the meantime (e.g. massage, home cooked meal, maybe play some board games together, whatever they like doing). Good luck! reply
I've read a lot of messed up stuff as well (when I was younger and didn't have as good a sense of moral boundaries and my own triggers) that made me feel incredibly guilty. But remember that while you may have enjoyed reading that stuff in the moment (which is understandable - even unethical content can be written well), you clearly felt guilty aft...... 2 reply
did dislike age gaps
