Realistically though, would someone really be able to kill themselves over 4000 times without any hesitation between each deaths? despite all the pain? and is perfectly sane after?
but it wasn't just that. we're shown earlier that he was spamming 'i want to be like him. i want to be like him. i want to be like him.'
the story is about a character tasting success and wanting it more than anything. he craves it. he needs it. and so in the beginning, when he cant have that and feels betrayed by someone who has everything- he's desperate. he's not thinking. he didn't have to kill himself 4000 times, but he... was never quite sane to begin with.
he killed someone who had everything he didn't, and he wanted that everything for himself. he's not completely sane. a sane person would have stopped at the lottery winning. he wants to be the best, so he eliminated the person that was standing in his way. it wasn't even all about him being evil. it's that, but other things too.
Sorry but why did the guy slapped away the taxi fare money? I feel like it's totally fine to accept like $5? no? I mean, a travel fee =/= compensation.
It was basically like being slapped in the face a second time for him, like the different levels they were on was being shoved in his face and he was forced to swallow that after the shock he just went through of being hit.
Also in a culture were saving face and honor are very huge things even more so for men, it was a large insult, not to mention the feelings that he has unware of them or not, to be treated like that of someone he thinks a "friend", yanking back and froth between trying to be nice and badly, his expression towards the gift was saying it all to that interaction, its poison to their relationship, and nothing will grow there that is positive or healthy, not until they work out the issues at least.
I said the same thing. I dont just understand a poverty complex.... I would’ve taken his wallet for hitting me like that. TUH
I mean he just told the guy that he was intimidated by his wealth, and then he was slapped, taking the money would also hurt his pride. Also! From his pov the guy seems really manipulative. What if he says “I gave you money so...” he doesn’t trust him. That being said- I WOULDVE TAKEN THE BAG AND RAN










wtf did I just read?
I was about to ask that