http://www.mangago.me/home/album/7446/ -looks like Tomo chan decided to stick his hand up rio's butt
He prepped Rio, which is a pretty decent thing to do before putting his penis in. Every step of the sex wasn't shown,some was left to the imagination. But we know he prepped Rio, then they had sex
Chapter three was a fucking masterpiece of epic heartbreak angst. Just wish it could have been stretched out. I adore that hurt feelings when the poor innocent uke has his heart smushed viciously by the one he's in love with. Fact of life is no one can hurt you more then someone you love. The more you love them the more their cruelty crushes you. The feeling I got when Yamato said "but I hate you" was a less intense version of the feeling is get when my bf would say super hurtful things to me. It's actually a strangely pleasurable sensation which is so add odds with the heartbreak that goes with it. I don't do cruel men in real life anymore so I fucking adore getting that feeling in a story. It's that feeling without having to have the heartbreak yourself. It's hard to find so I'll prob reread this chapter a hundred times. I really hope it keeps up a little longer but then has a crazy happy ending. Best thing about fiction is that unlike real life even the most cruel fucked up man can become a total prince desperately in love with his princess (uke). Srsly normally I can only get this type of storyline when I write it for myself.
I adore the fight in him to be gentle but to also defile the one he loves. I love how twisted he is-makes him crazy sexy. I really love how well the mangaka shows OCD. My OCD wasn't exact the same as Shirotani's but the hand washing was spot on. When I washed my hands I could t dry them bc they would get "infected" with badness again so I would walk around with my hands up like a surgeon before surgery. Seems like shirotani for the most part has the outer part of OCD and not so much the inner. The outer is the rituals and stuff like hand washing and turning the light on and off a million times. The inner is the intrusive thoughts. Although sensei alluded to some of that when he said he tried to forget. I and others I've talked to with trauma and OCD would repeat mantras like don't think don't think over and over. Or i used to repeat a sequence of letters and numbers that had no connection to the names and ages of any loved ones. Which was really hard. I sometimes get flare ups but for awhile now my OCD has been in remission except for numbers(I hate 3,13 & 33-dislike 1,5,8,23, and any numbers that begin or end end in three except 43 is ok bc it adds up to a good number 4+3=7, I like 2, 7, but I love 9 and 27 since 2+7=9. I'm so odd
I completely understand. Esp the hand washing. I wash with anti-bacterial soap and even use 70% alcohol after. Sometimes spraying alcohol on what I touch next. ┗( T﹏T )┛
(Sometimes putting alcohol outside the bottle of alchohol to disinfect it as I remember that i might have contaminated its outside surface.)
Sometimes it is hard to even breathe if I think my surroundings are too dirty or contaminated. I used to wear masks as well. (But then, I am very susceptible to allergic rhinitis.)
But I am okay enough that I do not have a breakdown when it comes to situations where my standards of cleanliness in impossible. (Well, not anymore.) ╮(￣▽￣)╭
It used to be really bad. （￣へ￣） I cringed at being too close to people. Sometimes slapping things away... *sigh*
I hear u. I was really caught up in symmetry as well. If I touched with my left hand my right had to touch as well. If I bumped my hip into a doorway I had to bump my other hip into the same side then bump high hips into the other side. I couldn't even get my clothes on without help bc I would keep taking them off. The washing though got nuts. Spread from my hands to my lady bits. That is something that I had to quit bc it gives you a bacterial infection bc as hard as it was to hear and accept; a delicate balance of bacteria that can be all fucked up by over cleaning. It's a habit I still fight. Worst was when I forgot to lock the door to the bathroom and my bf caught me doing it. He's like "whatcha doing zoey?" I was so embarrassed but I tied to act nonchalant so I tell him "Im washing my vagina." I'm standing in the bathtub in just my shirt and he's just standing there asking me questions like I'm not in an incredibly weird position. That and the brush with bacterial vagininosis got me to cut down a lot. When I got really pregnant I couldn't reach so it almost got cured. But the way I got my OCD to go into 75%-90% remission (depends on stress & a few other factors how much better it is any given day) was using my OCD to fight my OCD. I got my friends to help me. If I got stuck doing something -ie. washing my hands or getting in and out of the car over and over I'd say "tell me to stop or..." Then some crazy OCD fear would be threatened. Like my terror of growing a penis. ( I saw it in a movie and if I thought about it I'd have a ton of rituals I had to do) so they'd say something like stop or you'll grow a penis or the generic stop or something bad will happen. That and having someone physically stop me till The anxiety when away. Then after that severy once in a while making myself stop and just standing there and dealing with anxiety Untill it went away. Then I increased how often I did that. I'm a good place now. But I was in a place where I had to leave school and I was spending so many hours a day stuck in it that I would sometimes start screaming and pulling out my hair. It's maddening. I hope you don't have it that bad but if u do know It does get better. I don't use anything antibacterial now. I even stopped bleaching everything. Now I don't own bleach bc the fumes aren't good and I have a kid. I'm an OCD vegetarian who couldn't be near meat but I cook it for ppl and cut raw chx up for the dogs. Although I'm freaking out after watching a frontline report on chicken and a new anti-biotic resistant salmonella . I'm srely freaking out. so it flares up but it's so much better I almost don't notice it most of the time. Good luck
Of all the mangakas I've read she's the one I wanna be bff's with-i can totally imagine getting drunk with her and the contestants of a dive bars drag show before getting in a brawl with rednecks (which was a normal Thursday night in north Miami -I hated living there but I'd love to go back with someone like Watanbe Asia-it's be worth the God awful frizzy hair that u get the second u step foot of the plane-curse of curly hair
The 5th chapters art was def better but it's diff then I've seen it. It's better then her older art (which is still quite good) but not as good as her newer stuff. It's a stage of her artistic development I haven't seen before. Although I think she might play around with her ste some. I saw a dj she did of one of her mangas and the manga was from the same time frame as another I read but the art was slightly diff. It was still beautiful and had the same Watanbe Asia style I know and love. Idk-one thing I luv about W. Asia is that although her art is always recognizable her semes and ukes are not cookie cutter cutouts with the same face but diff hair like so many. Sakyo Aya is awesome like that to, maybe more so. Her ukes are so different from each other that it's striking in a genre full of mangakas that draw the same face all the time.
The vegetarian hippies and the paleo carnivores- throw in the bratty teenage snack food for total chaos
Twin and the one who looks the most likely to bottom but he's a total wolf. Still kind of boring although I'll reitterate my sentiments that only yaoi can make gay incest with twins fucking their big brother cute. I hate when oni-San or aniki is translated as big brother when their addressing their older brother. It's sound stupid when it's big brother this and big brother that. It sounds much better when it's the actual Japanese for brothers. Sounds much less doofy
He's been obsessing about going down on Takase since the beginning. He's like I will bite this guys dick and get hit in the face if I get to give him head. craxy hot though -I adore a Seme with a fetish for sucking the ukes dick-or licking his ass- that last chapter was crazy intense & brilliantly hot
"I adore a Seme with a fetish for sucking the ukes dick-or licking his ass" I love you! Me too xD
Do you know any others that are like this? Though it's nice when the uke likes sucking it too
I'll have to think on it-I've read a few but remembering the names is tough-first one I thought of was this-uke goes down on seme- http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/koi_ja_nai_kedo/tr/83858/page/145/
-You prob have read this series since its ducking awesome and most know it. This scene when yukimura goes down on Shinome is crazy intense. Also fujisaki kou's semes are major ass lickers. King and prince and king and prince plus kaiser have a Seme with a ass licking fetish. Also her series that starts with happy yarou wedding-chiharu from the second book have happy yarou wedding and a few after is a seme who is nuts about ass licking. The art is not great but it gets better as the series progresses. It's insanely hot though. I'll see what else I can remember. Hope I gave you a rec you've not come across -(￣^￣)ゞ
Hummm
I did, but a long time ago, so its nice that you reminded me of that one xd. This one doesn't show much. But there are blowjobs from the seme every night for some time. Plus, it's kind of...beautiful per say. The art not ao much, but I think its better lthan those that you can barely say who is who.
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/into_your_heart_through_the_door/
Cool I havrn read that one though I've liked some by this mangaka- this is my fav by Kano shiuko. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_m_not_your_stepping_stone/
Everyone seems to be all about punch up which just didn't have the intensity I wanted. I fucking love this one-good chance uve read it but if not its def nsfw & nsfs
Same Mangaka with a stalker seme who's got serious fetishs for the uke-plus her art improved enormously-not that it was bad before but now her characters are fucking gorgeous http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sasakure_memoriaru/
Stalker? Now, that's definitely made for me. The other one, I am not your stepping stone seems quite good as well.
Have you ever read this one?
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/soredemo_yasashii_koi_o_suru/
It's not intense, but I like the uke. He is the type who can take the lead xD. Plus, I heard that her other manga named Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai, has blowjobs scenes. At least at the start I am pretty sure.
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sweet_inomoto_rikako/
This one is hot, like, hot. Not many blowjobs scenes, but still..hot
Yoneda Kou is amazing-even though her manga is not very graphic it still managed to be hotter then many that show every vein on the cocks. It's not the graphic illustrations that make it hot for me although I'm not adverse at all if the stories tight, guess that's my chick brain since females tend to be more turned on by a hot storyline. What I find hot is intensity of feeling. I've read sweet but it's been awhile. I'm trying to find a manga I want to rec but it's so fucking hard to remember the Japanese names. I'll find it though
I totally agree with you, though there are some mangakas who can draw just so well that it can be very diferentes even if the plot isnt all good.
Yoneda Kou is amazing
Did u read sasakure memoriaru? I love the seme. That scene when he pulls out and comes on his face is awesome. Gay or straight guys just love to come all over a persons body, especially the face. My ex was obsessed with that-used to get it in my eye all the time though. I don't know if it's just my eyes or his jizz but my eyes would burn and get all red. Guys are such pervs. Not that woman can't be but chicks don't seem to have the same desire to spread our bodily fluids all over a lover. Anyways Im still looking for that rec for u but my child is having a tantrum filled couple of days so I've had little time to do anything fun.
I still did not, but I am sure going to look out for it. Guys really like that? I didn't know, thought we do see it a lot in porn or even in real life..I never realized it. It must hurt if it gets in your eye, punch him on his face.
Oh, thank you very much. Having a child must be tough, I am a student soon going to be a university student, so I know how it is to not have time :(
….when I realized it was a repost of the 1st chapter but then after a quick check to see if it was an actual new scantalation i was excited. I was worried the the manga was dropped, but with a group like Fujoshi Bitches picking it up we're sure to actually get updates now. I totally appreciate the first groups work and was happy just to have a decent translation but I can't say I'm not really happy to have a better translation. If your bummed that this isn't a new chapter maybe knowing that it's been picked up by a group that can finish it will help. Because now you know updates will be coming.
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Ok my god so akward but strangely sexy in the end. The conversation is funny even though some meaning is lost in translation. Considering how conversation based this manga is with jokes that are based on Japanese turns of phrase and kanji with double meanings I'm srsly impressed with the translators. They've mangaged to get most of the jokes to make some sense in English. I'm enjoying this but it still can't beat my all time fav by this mangaka-"Sasahara kun to Samejima kun" (I can never remember if it's Sasahara or Samejima that's the first name in the title)
RIght!!! OMG when the seme was groping the uke's ass ヾ(☆▽☆) *nosebleeds all over the place*.....That sexy @SS!!! ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄