i've read up to like chapter 70 (not considering volumes) of the novel but idk if i'm stupid or the translation is poor but i literally don't understand what's going on. SPOILER: i get that gets yohan mad bc he basically forces him to have dinner with him, then his classmates basically turn on him because yohan and him fall apart. but what i don't get is: do they make up? yohan atttempts to reconcile but jun chooses not to..?
Jun ran off during graduation when he saw Yohan there. He then decided to fly abroad to his parents to put some distance between them. He only returned when university started. Eventually, they only became close again after Yohan actively reached out to him on campus where he then saved him from an attack by Jun-Woo (Juns first love). Yohan got hurt quite badly so Jun visited hin a lot in hospital. Thats how they got close. Jun still think that everything he says is a lie tho and calls him bastards. So they have a love-hate relarionsship. It’s really confusing.
It honestly kind of makes me sick, that I’m so many cases, there’s rape in yaoi. It’s almost like it becomes belittled, because the uke will wake up and just be like “oh well”... you can call it fiction but that’s still wrong. And the fact that it’s always sugar coated with the fact that the uke feels “pleasure” makes it worse.. It all happened way too fast, the way the uke just took it all is so unrealistic, and from the raws, it just looks like he woke up an accepted it. I hope somewhere in the raws with past chapters there was at-least some type of consent...
(Sorry if my English is bad English is not my first language)
Well like since there isn’t much info given to us yet, I’d still like to propose a theory. So let’s get the facts straight: Blonde hair is rich and an alpha, black hair is a beta in common society. There’s two possibilities here, either this is a school only for omegas and alphas, but he got in through scholarship, or this is a school for people of higher standard, even if they are beta. Now, let’s set our point of view as if they were in the second possibility, a place where every second gender could enroll; meaning there are other alphas. If this were to be correct, why would blonde hair pick this beta specifically? The manga states that he just likes the smell of betas, but not one specific beta. Could it be he picked black hair because of his vulnerability because he lacks money? I don’t think so. Maybe in reality blonde hair has had or has feeling for black hair and uses this as an excuse? We understand that his family is rich, so it would be easy for them to get him a more complacent and easier to deal with beta, wouldn’t it? I believe that he has or had feelings for black hair and is using the sniffing thing as an excuse.
(sorry if my English is bad English isn’t my first language)









i thought that BL had come a long way... picked this up cus i saw it had a 9.3 rating, but i was really disappointed with the whole "don't anger me or else you literally suffer" gimmick, genuinely what's the point??? mc is already warming up to the ml DESPITE this, given his personality i truly believe he would have helped him eventually regardless of being tortured every time he pissed him off. i would have hoped it would be gone 37 chapters in but i can't understand how anyone would see the appeal in a relationship built off of passing out every time you try and communicate how bad you're getting treated...
ikr I've been waiting for the guy to stop being pushy but come on how much longer is it gonna take? i feel so bad and frustrated for the mc, like bro is getting his privacy violated, atp I'd just be done and go "fine, let the affection meter drop cuz fuck you"