Indigo.'s Things

I am 170cm and currently 54-55kg. In the last six months I have lost about 5kg because of long term illness and now I can't get it back, no matter what I eat (and 99% of my time is actually spent lying in bed). A year or two ago, if someone told me I would one day struggle trying to gain weight I would have probably sent them to get their head chec......   1 reply

I think I am both. During the day when I am around other people I am feeling more than a little sadistic, especially to those I know well. I hurt them all the time with my sarcastic comments, but I know where the line is and never get anywhere near it. I also have a dog who always makes pleading and sad faces at me when I have food while sitting by......   reply

I think I am an asexual, but it is true that I am quite young and so I cannot know for sure. In the past I had a crush on a boy (I am a girl by the way), but I never considered anything physical between us. I read yaoi not because it excites me (it usually doesn't), but because the seme is often dominant and so when I imagine myself as the uke I c......   1 reply

When I started reading manga about two years ago (I was 15), I preferred romance and sometimes I saw yaoi, but always avoided it thinking "I'm not really into that. I wouldn't like it." Then I somehow ran out of good things to read (I am quite picky) and I tried my first yaoi, convinced that I can imagine the uke as a girl. I was wrong, I couldn't.......   reply

It seems a lot of people here are still virgin and I am too. And I do not ever consider losing it. It's because I don't feel attracted to people, not girls, not boys. I am actually a lot disgusted by human bodies and the thought of touching anyone in any way (not only sexual) is very unpleasant. But some people from my class (15-16, though I am 17......   reply