CHITRA

I so agree with you…. lol. literally trying to hide from the fact that they took part in his death. Also this is the most funniest comment i’ve ever seen on a story

I wouldn't call her evil, I'd say she needs serious physiological help.

This woman clearly lacked self love. Had abusive parents so wasn't taught human decency.

She liked her classmates older brother he seems charming to her.

His brother was her first love and sexual experience but like her parents he didn't love nor care for her.

That didn't erase her longing for affection, the warmth he gave her was the closest thing to love she ever experienced.

She got close to her classmate out of that longing for his brother hoping to see him again.

A toxic trait people with trauma of exhibit.

After feeling lifeless and distraught from discovering the only man she longed for years didn't feel the same way, his younger brother came along like an angel and showed her true pure affection and care. He treated her preciously.

That was something that felt foreign to her, she felt unworthy of being treated preciously.

She thought of herself as trash, being mistreated felt more comfortable and familiar.

She wanted to see herself through his eyes, she didn't love him yet but she wanted to, having someone treat you like you're their world was refreshing. Her heart could have opened up to him.

Self sabotage is a defense mechanism that hinders a person from making sound life decisions

His older brother preyed on her low self-esteem and self hatred. He knew he had a power over her and wield it well.

Knowing that you're the reason for the only man who ever genuinely loved and treated you like a person died because of your actions adds to that self hatred.

Her body was never treated sacredly, the trash older brother was her first experience and only experience until his younger brother died.

Becoming a prostitute was easier than facing her emotional scars. Sex addiction distracts the mind temporarily, many people with trauma have such an addiction. She can't handle being treated with basic decency human, it makes her uncomfortable.Knowing there were other destructive people made her feel a bit better.

Telling herself she'll get revenge was a means to stop herself from committing suicide right along with the man who loved her.
It gave her the strength and motivation to move forward.

She was a very sad and lonely person, she even paid people to pretend to be her family and friends.

A person like her living in general is already hell since nothing in her life isn't a lie.

Psychological*