I cant even finish reading most of the chapters that has sex in it.... its very uncomfortable to read.. and feels so sick..I give up.. Not my thing!!
I highly recommend the novel. I don't like the manwha at all. The manwha did a very poor job. In the latest chapter the manwha failed completely to convey how conflicted Han is during the "play". Because he cherishes his little bean bun very much and doesn't want to hurt him.
The novel is so heart-wrenching and sweet. I love it lots and lots and I will read it over and over again, ugly-crying my eyes out at their sweetness.
Hi where can I read the novel? Is it online only?
There is a link a few comments below yours. Enjoy! (▰˘◡˘▰)
Omg this! What made this bdsm play so intense is because you can SEE that Mr. Han is the one conflicted during the play. It shows how much this relationship means to him but Seodan won't use his safe word. The manhwa completely changed this and made it seem like Mr. Han enjoys it as much as he did before they started dating.
Excellent story..
This accident is really needed on.. I hope the doc who operated on him check his brains for once..
For starters he is rich.. he doest need family business so he can move on and have a small company cos he is not bothered abt his life.
Point 2, he can confide to this grandfather all abt is psyco bro..and ask for his protection. Point 3, if he really wanted to be outed by the family for being gay. he should have selected a dumb ugly guy with no footing or a leach.. sure he cud have found many.. even I cud have recommended few.
ok even if all this is not working for him.. I wud say .. pack ur ass and move to a diff county and open a tacos shop for all I care, cos you have damn money at ur disposal!!
Of all thee options he chose to turn gay for an asshole and started to fall for him too.. so my conclusion is yes he needed that accident for sure, so that someone can check his brains if it exits or no in the first place (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Sorry meant to upvote
This is like the sweetest manga in the history of mankind!! Damn... my heart and eyes are melting!!!
this woman is beyond evil!!!! OMG until chapter 27...its was a hell of a ride with so much depth to the story was so interesting... only to end like that??? i don't get it at all... if she had 5% conscience she would have very well known that her sms pushed sehun to death ... y did she even turn herself into a prostitute to get revenge for?? for humanity's sake?? the hell!!! she herself doesn't have the decency to not cheat on sehun when they were dating in spite of knowing very well that his brother is only using her for sex!!! and where did even seo yi hawan and Hanyul come in her revenge plot... they both were your everyday rich assholes enjoying their rich privileges with drugs, money and sex... so what for she was taking revenge on them?? and after all that shit she had the gals to go and destroy another innocent man's life in the name of marriage to quench her bitch thirst!!! If i get to write a continuation for this story i will give her AIDS and let her rot on the street for all i care!!! thats all this women deserves!!!
I so agree with you…. lol. literally trying to hide from the fact that they took part in his death. Also this is the most funniest comment i’ve ever seen on a story
I wouldn't call her evil, I'd say she needs serious physiological help.
This woman clearly lacked self love. Had abusive parents so wasn't taught human decency.
She liked her classmates older brother he seems charming to her.
His brother was her first love and sexual experience but like her parents he didn't love nor care for her.
That didn't erase her longing for affection, the warmth he gave her was the closest thing to love she ever experienced.
She got close to her classmate out of that longing for his brother hoping to see him again.
A toxic trait people with trauma of exhibit.
After feeling lifeless and distraught from discovering the only man she longed for years didn't feel the same way, his younger brother came along like an angel and showed her true pure affection and care. He treated her preciously.
That was something that felt foreign to her, she felt unworthy of being treated preciously.
She thought of herself as trash, being mistreated felt more comfortable and familiar.
She wanted to see herself through his eyes, she didn't love him yet but she wanted to, having someone treat you like you're their world was refreshing. Her heart could have opened up to him.
Self sabotage is a defense mechanism that hinders a person from making sound life decisions
His older brother preyed on her low self-esteem and self hatred. He knew he had a power over her and wield it well.
Knowing that you're the reason for the only man who ever genuinely loved and treated you like a person died because of your actions adds to that self hatred.
Her body was never treated sacredly, the trash older brother was her first experience and only experience until his younger brother died.
Becoming a prostitute was easier than facing her emotional scars. Sex addiction distracts the mind temporarily, many people with trauma have such an addiction. She can't handle being treated with basic decency human, it makes her uncomfortable.Knowing there were other destructive people made her feel a bit better.
Telling herself she'll get revenge was a means to stop herself from committing suicide right along with the man who loved her.
It gave her the strength and motivation to move forward.
She was a very sad and lonely person, she even paid people to pretend to be her family and friends.
A person like her living in general is already hell since nothing in her life isn't a lie.
Psychological*
I have been seriously wondering what is with this English??? i can barely understand what they are saying....
Try me. What part don't you understand?
Probly the original uses formal korean, ever watched historical kdrama and them sounding very stiff and formal? That's the equivalent of old english. Kudos to the translators tho because this is a pain to translate
I'm so glad their parents are dead!!! all 5 of them turning out to be gay..is too much for any parent to handle... ╮(￣▽￣)╭
i know men dont like to talk abt emotions and shit.. yeah.. got it.. but.. for god sake.. cant you just give an exemption once in a while damnit!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧