This is so absurdly hot. Someone just kill me rn cause I literally dunno what to do with myself.
Hanse said on twitter that the story is around halfway through.
With double dicks Yechan is never letting Seok-Jun leave the bed.
I’m laughing cause both Rian and I thought Lorenzo was some kind of virgin or at least very inexperienced. But ngl Rian still knows his shit way better. Lorenzo still sucks in bed (for different reasons — he’s way too selfish while Rian gives his all to make his partner feel good). I think Lorenzo still should be open to getting some pointers from Rian lol.
I don’t know if I need the top more in my life or the bottom.
It was obvious before but it’s even more obvious now that Lorenzo canonically is a VERY bad lay. He only knows how to pleasure himself (ramming away like a madman as Rian put it) but he’s probably never cared to do it in a way that brings his partner pleasure as well. When he’s horny he cares even less, unless he’s put on a really tight leash, like when he settled for just fingering Rian.
Hopefully in the next chapter Rian knocks some sense into him and teaches him how to do it properly. After all, he did ask Rian to teach him.
If I had a nickel every time I saw cake used as lube in BL, I’d have many nickels ngl.
This couple is everything. I need 200 chapters of them.
Please bros…this is torture…just fucking kiss already…
Can we talk about how crisp the pacing is? Not a single panel or episode is wasted. I was expecting the backstory to go on for at least 5 episodes but it wrapped up in under 3 while still divulging tons of relevant lore. The improvement from Red Candy shows.
The more we learn about Lorenzo, the more frustrating the rape scenes are to be honest. It’s increasingly clear that he’s more than capable of distinguishing right and wrong (he’s twisted from his upbringing, but not born a psychopath), but he’s okay with being ruthless as long as it allows him to tear down his grandfather’s empire.
He knows he was an abused child and that both his father and grandfather are pieces of shit. All of his misdeeds had a justification behind them (even if relatively innocent people like June got caught in the crossfire). He’s ultimately hellbent on bringing down the bad guys and living his own life.
The rapes just feel out of character in comparison. He knows he was abused and he has a lot of self-awareness, but he turns into an abuser (rapist) anyway? One could argue that he hurt Rian because he was worried he might ruin his plans (to be fair, he did ruin them to some extent with the Umbra Project) and wanted to punish him, but I feel like his reaction could have been handled differently. The way he went about it doesn’t feel like it fits with his generally logical, cool-headed character. It also lessens the impact of his backstory if I’m being real.
Just my reading on him anyway. I’m also bored of rape in BL so I’m biased.
Why are some of you surprised about Lorenzo having a sob backstory? We’ve known since at least *chapter 5* featuring his grandfather that he had grown up with some abuse. Not to mention the way he talks about his grandfather at other times. His father also being abusive is new information, but not something that came out of nowhere.
Bro I did NOT think Matteo would be the one who carved those scars into his back. Holy hell. Lorenzo stood absolutely no chance. Rian might be the first ‘normal’ person he’s actually met.
Ch54 and 55…I am tired boss. What’s wrong with this genre?
(Not against noncon when the story is dark to begin with, but when the past 53 chapters have been green flag it’s just so jarring and unnecessary.)
I honestly love that they didn’t do full anal and just kept to fingers. Different sex acts are underrated.









