Why does San have a hundred times more chemistry with the blond guy than the real king? I feel like we got absolutely zero development for San falling in love at all. He wanted to save him but then BAM they're fucking and deeply in love? I didn't buy it. I'm not saying he should love or choose the blond just saying I feel the longing and one sided love more than the rushed "love" with San and the real king.
I'm saying I feel the blonds one sided love and longing. Call me cold but I felt nothing when San thought Myeon was dead because I just don't quite feel their love for each other, I just don't. Like you said we didn't get enough scenes, we DIDN'T. We just are supposed to believe they're madly in love and it bloomed from protection and longing. It feels like we missed something, like it all happened off screen. I should feel anxious for them to reunite and I don't. This author is great at angst and longing usually, but I didn't feel any depth to their "grand love" this time. Once again, idk why you all are so mad that I have an opinion. I want angst like where he thought Myeon was dead to feel like my heart got stepped on. It just didn't for me ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I wish it did. People keep misunderstanding me mentioning the blond, I'm not saying he should get with him. Blond can die. But I feel his obsession.
Piss baby: A person who knows they're engaging in a scenario they hate but they keep engaging in it. A baby who's pissed themselves and keeps splashing in it instead of leaving.
Many of you here are piss babies who clicked a nonconsensual themed story and then cry about it EVERY. CHAPTER. Piss off and let people read in peace. No one cares about your shitty opinion or outrage. Don't click this theme of comic if you're not mature enough to handle the content, period. Not every story has to be healthy. If you don't like "rape storylines" the idiot is you for subjecting yourself to it over and over. Go read fluff, children.
I'm just so tired of the faux disgust that people feel compelled to spew in the comments when the literal theme of this story isn't fully consensual. What did they expect? Why feel the need to tell us how awful each chapter is for them, who went into this with full knowledge of what it was likely to be? I don't like chocolate so I don't eat it, I don't yell about how gross it is on chocolate groups. Don't like a theme don't read it lol I'm not usually this heated over fictional characters but geez!
The fact that they prefer to engage, whine and complain about something that makes them uncomfortable instead of IGNORING IT, says alot about their state of mind. I can't stand horror, I don't go purposely reading and watching it just to complain how terrible it makes me feel and also attack and abuse others who enjoy it??? Just LET.IT.GO. and move to stories that you actually enjoy.
That was uncomfortable and the farthest from sexy I've ever read on a smutt scene but I seem to be alone in this lol He behaved like a selfish toddler, continued "uwu my peepee feel funny" talking the whole time and slammed past "no stop" too many times for me.
I think in fiction it can be difficult to separate the visuals we're seeing from the scene taking place sometimes. Visually? Sexy. Dialogue and/or situation? Sketchy AF. Lol I don't judge what anyone thinks since the situation is definitely morally grey to begin with. I wish the author had made it more obvious he was adult, not have him act 10yo DURING the act. It was funny when he thought he was dying from a wet dream because it was childish. Ahhh I definitely wish this had been done differently, because a lot of people are upset with the past and how it ruined everything and... I'm starting to agree even after I held out so long!
TL;DR is that this is a work of fiction and it doesn't HAVE to resemble real life. Just stop reading if you're expecting completely healthy bdsm and are going to keep crying about it not being healthy EVERY chapter. This isn't it. The power imbalance from the get go isn't real bdsm dynamics. If this was the usual BL with blackmail or "sex for a job" y'all wouldn't be crying as much because you clicked a comic with that exact premise. This comic is using KINK instead of vanilla sex, but the premise is the same. EXCEPT it's not. Again, hear me out. Kink isn't vanilla sex. It's a power dynamic that's even more psychological. I for one am interested in the fact they didn't use the kink as quick foreplay for sex. Spanking is my thing I won't lie, but the writer seems to have a grasp of kinks, not bdsm per se. I'll shamelessly enjoy this kinky angst fest and hope for character development and GROWTH. I want the mc to feel safe and loved and accept love. I hope, HOPE, that ml doesn't rape the mc next chapter. But stop hiding behind your "this isn't bdsm wahh" mask.
Bdsm can be pretty fluffy. Kink doesn't have to be hard, strict, and angsty! (Ang Ang has some super cute moments!) But I mean, the premise of the comic is "meeting on Saturdays to keep a job he's not qualified for" and they clicked expecting healthy and completely consensual bdsm? If it was just sex would they go "ew this is not consensual sex" like duh?? Lol Actually to me the fact they haven't had full sex yet makes this next chapter that much more important. I'm hoping I don't get my heart broken but even if I do the emotional masochist in me will keep reading lol
It's exactly as you point out. The top doesn't force the penetration sex right away, and let the bot get used to their date night. Yes, it's a transaction and sexual coercion case in office.
Spoiler
After the top catches feeling with the bot and knows his SA past, he regrets it. The top is SM player and never date seriously before. It's the first time he offer someone a position in his team in exchange for sex due to his strictness during work. The bot is his type and he kinda turns on by his tear face.
You can check out the novel https://www.wattpad.com/story/353004880-saturday%27s-master
No one is healthy here. I'm interested in how they're going to proceed with this. Like why did he target mc specifically for this? Sometimes the MC desires the aftercare and affection (even saying he didn't mind if he was spanked or they were caught), but he doesn't feel safe being seen when vulnerable either. I'm not going to argue about how immoral this story is but I'm here all the way for how it might turn out. Obviously he has SA trauma and oh man he's tough for even showing up. It hurts so good.









I'm in TEARS. That was a wild ride of intrigue and emotions. I have no words. Just wow. The cycle never ends. Beautiful. T_T