Anotherstranger's Things

I've been thinking about asking this for a while now, and I finally did, just in the worts time possible but ehh you'll have to bare with me. I have seen some arab/Arabic speaking readers in this website and had a few interactions, but aside from that the activity is very small, I do understand that most
Arabs/Arabic speaking ppl don't gravitate towards what this website has to offer (and queer content as a whole) , and that even if they did they wouldn't be so stupid to out themselves on a website that's supposed to prevent users from revealing your identity, as it is only an optional choice. Still it feels kinda of lonely because there aren't many ppl whom I can share my obsession with, except for like one person which is my best friend and ah exception to the rule, but yeah I was hoping that maybe some ppl can share their opinions and experiences bc I can't be the only one right? Also you don't have to be Arab/Arabic speaking to contribute to the conversation. This is so long that I know most of you can't get to the meat and butter of the question, but anyways I picked the worse time bc eid is coming for most ppl and ummm they might be off the website for holy reasons, also (early?)
Eid Mubarak to those who celebrate ^^


P.s: sorry if this doesn't level well when reading bc some letters don't fit and my damned keyboard is the most likely culprit.

Ok so just to specify I am talking about Hazbin hotels' Lucifer. The most cute character in the series, like I did not expect them to characterize him like that but it worked on me nonetheless. His goofball energy is just so cute and his anxiousness about alot of stuff is just relatable to (some extent), and I want to see more of him now. Also is it just me or did "ARE YOU INVITING ME TO COME SEE YOU" line hit so hard? Anyways hope the Twitter ppl don't use mangago or anything cuz I'm scared for my life rn

For me it's "our sunny days" it's been awhile since I've seen any yaoi/bl that has such a normal relationship that doesn't have rape in it and doesn't have as much misunderstandings, if any at all, which is a breath of fresh air. I also can't believe how low my standards have dropped just because of how many fucked bl's that I read in my lifetime...so what are yours? (Yes this is a way for me to get good stuff, aka healthy bl's and gl's to watch)

How do I not start crushing on a person in the same school I'm at?
They're very attractive and we've talked like once or twice last year, I don't think they even remember me...That's why I'm going to call it infatuation cause it's mostly their looks that I'm attracted to. We're not in the same class and I don't think they'd approach me since we only have two things in common which is watching a certain anime and being the same age....

I really want tips for how not to start crushing on them again I really can't afford the mental toll it'll take on me, and neither the mental gymnastics I have to do for me to explain why looking for them wherever I go and trying to grab their attention is definitely me not liking them ignoring the obvious answer and the nice feeling I used to get when thinking of them. Sorry I wrote alot and possibly even rambled because I can't tell anyone any of this.