It depends on how I die I have a fear of people seeing me in weird positions and if someone saw my dead body that would be embarrassing I think... but then I would be dead so I wouldn’t feel embarrassed?
This is complicated...
So I if I knew that I would die with out anyone bothering my body I would be okay with dying reply
I love my uncle because he was the only person who loved me for who I truly am he’s not around anymore but it’s always nice to think about him
Also I hope your home life improves stay strong!! 1 reply
What wish, do you have that you know will never happen to anyone because its not real? like neverland from Peter Pan or magical powers like ones in popular shonen mangas?
like a fantasy wish! Personally I would love a fairy godmother having someone who can help me like that would be relief! I would also like one of those magic carpets u see in Aladdin but I would like it to be a furry and soft carpet(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ What about u?ヾ(╹◡╹)ﾉ
Personally it’s body by mother mother I used to listen to it when I didn’t know much English and didn’t understand the lyrics and now I do I just can’t listen to it with out bad memories coming back.
You don’t need to give a reason but it would be interesting if u did Sorry if this is a random question I’m just interested.(￣∇￣")
I feel so tired and I’m losing interest in things I used to love like art and joking around with my crazy ass friends I feel like crying my eyes out all the time I’m a lesbian living in a family who would probably kick me out and never want to talk to me again if they found out the truth about me which keeps me up at night because I love most of my family members but it feels like they only love the image I have, an ultra religious girl, (I’m still religious but I’m not as hardcore about my religion as they believe me to be) A girl who spends her free time studying for exams (only my dad believes this tho) but he holds me to such a high standard and calls me his favourite child and I he doesn’t deserve a failure-to-be like me. And lastly, an innocent girl which I don’t consider myself anymore.
My home life is chaotic and loud there’s always someone crying or screaming and my mum hates most of my extended family My uncle died recently from an accident he was the only person I could talk to about my issues and it feels like nothing makes sense anymore
God says he’ll never give me more than my heart can bare, but it gets hard sometimes, I have the biggest crush on this girl in my class she’s just the nicest person I’ve ever met in my entire life she’s so kind to me and I help her with learning English and studying sometimes and I just want to spend forever with her (≧∀≦)
I’ve also started avoiding my friends (if they still even see me as there friend now) and I just told them “im just tired of hearing your loud voices! “ and I’m scared that my tone came off as rude because they looked concerned and I was almost shouting at them. Everything I say just drives people away from me and I hate it
my crush hasn’t come to school in a while and I’m worried about her. Everything is a mess rn and it’s hard to maintain such a great image of myself
I want to run away so bad but then I know I’ll scare the hell out of the only person in my life ik would support me if I ever came out, my eldest sister. How do I stay cheerful and hopeful I’m only 12 and it’s not like I’ll get a place where I can live peacefully anytime soon y’know..
Ik this is super long and ended up being a rant
I’m sorry I’m just so anxious but mentally drained these days and I’m tired of ppl asking me if I’m okay like what I’m I supposed to say back? Tell them my entire life story?
