It gets kinda annoying when bl authors make strong ukes just because some people like them. I love strong, manly, brave ukes BUT I like when that characters has depth and some brain. This one is like, umm, strong woman representation in movies like Wonder Woman, Scarlett Johnson from Marvel movies.. If you ask directors Gal Gadot and other one is strong woman representation but NO!!! They have no depth. They are just a SHOW!! Anyway, just because seme has some trauma, just because they are enemies to lovers, and there are secrets and just because art is good and uke is brave, that doesn't mean this bl is really wonderful. That's like every three bls in five these days. AND NO, I AM NOT SAYING THIS ONE DESERVES HATE. NO. It is just I am bored with bl like this. Characters are so superficial and boring. My opinion. Period.
I think Yuwon needed to feel normal. That's was why he was dependent on him. Only thing made him like a regular, normal human being was friendships with Seongmin.I remember something like Seongmin told Yuwon "don't depend on me too much" did he really say that, I don't know.. But maybe this is about it..
Maybe Yuwon even heard Seongmin listened bad talks about Yuwon or he knows he is not the best.. And maybe he just wanted to forget it somehow..
Dohun doesn't understand it.. Unfortunately their needs are really different..