Guys just read "For your Love" instead of this one and get your happy ending (right choice there.. Cuter tho)
I need Spoilers when CHAPTER 80 comes out.
I love this bl because it is cinematic, artistic and interesting. I am also impatient to know what is gonna happen from now on, but for the first time I believe flashbacks ain't unnecessary. I love every detail about this bl. My only wish is beibg started this bl once it is finished, too bad I couldn't wait.. Anyway. I hope Yuwon do best to heal and have some confidence.. Like leaving that ass job behind.. Poor baby.. I need to see him with normal, good hearted people.
Art is amazing.. I know this thing doesn't have any love. But after reading novel. Still I am deadly disappointed. And NO, I didn't expect them to be lovely dovely. But I wanted them try to heal themselves, maybe together maybe separate. But living together in a very fucked up relationship, and making uke have sex with a damn dog.. I hate seme, but I dislike both..
Yuwon did the wrong thing in the end, telling Dohun that he is leaving him and work.. They really get unhappy side by side.. But Dohun couldn't do it (it was such a pleasure to read, jakpil is amazing). It is also painful to see Yuwon like this. For us and for Dohun. Dohun can't stop bullying, or can't change Yuwon to resist to bullies.. I want Dohun to be happy too. And they are not good for each other..
Also (kinda spoiler) Seungmin.. I believe he didn't do something really bad to Yuwon while he was drunk but just wanted to tease Dohun.. But is he really a good guy? We don't know. I don't hate him, but I don't love him too.. Still, I am sad that Yuwon lost him for now..
I read this years ago and.. I remember how I adored Mc.. He was cool, confident and a good boy. Yuri? At first i wasn't sure about it. But I loved that he liked uke. But then.. He got so annoying.. Ignoring uke, almost leaving uke while he is getting.. You know.. I almost hate all side couples, and they are not interesting. Main couple? Mc is cool. That's it.
I need ch 77 and it is only on lezhin, I am gonna go crazy.. I wish I found this later, it is so interesting, so amazing yet not completed yet.. I already read twice and there is no novel either so..
I will drop it, not because I can't stand rape or toxic dynamics. No. It is the novel. I've read it and they only get worse.. Even tho in the end [kinda spoiler] they start to live together, still they never try to heal. Always worse. Especially [spoiler] seme makings uke have sex with a dog.. It was disgusting. Disgusting. I already disliked when uke wanted to live with him after remembering past but still... (I like toxic shit, not this one. Art is amazing, seme is so pretty and I love buff, manly uke. But I am also into pride and cool ukes. That's not the one for me. Especially there is no love between them, that's why after finishing novel, I won't keep reading webtoon..)
Yuwon was the coolest when he decided to leave Dohun. Those conversations, the whole chapter was amazing. But I was proud of him to knowing the best for both of them. He didn't blame Dohun. He just said what they have isn't love and it is best for him to not keep that toxic relationship go on. And of course I fell in love with the things happened later. "I don't love you? You don't love me? How can you fucking say I don't love you!??"
Nope I still don't want him to die. I don't care what he said on the rooftop, unless he does something wrong, I still miss him..
Don't get me wrong. This bl is a masterpiece. Absolute cinema. But personally, I was excited to see a strong character, even tho he can't fight back he was not a loser in my eyes.. But apparently he was. This makes harder to understand why dohun liked him. It is mostly Dohun needed something to stick around and have it. Mostly this. But jeong yuwon's narrative, it was also he was kind of cool? I don't know man... And I want to see seongmin..