sometimes I just want to leave this house for good but I have no job nor can I get one because of extreme social anxiety. even if I managed to, it would take me years to get anywhere near a stable income. plus all of this would need to be done secretly so that my dad (who is the main issue, I can tolerate my mother at times) doesn't find out. if there really is no solution then I guess ill just live with it but that's a depressing thought.
Sometimes it's awkward remembering they're all like in their 30s LMAO the only one acting his age was shim joonyoung the poor guy.