Does anyone how the order for this. Mean which one is the first and the next one cause I don't want to read it on the wrong order
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/doukyuusei_nakamura_asumiko/
I afraid if you got bored with me or feel annoyed with my ramble so please stop here
Okay I keep on thinking if I should go to therapy or something cause I keep wishing myself to d1ē or even thinking how to hurt myself. But at the same time I afraid to die. I wanna do so many thing but again I afraid to get out my comfort zone to try it. I tend to jump from high place starting from my cupboard to my roof. I thought it was normal since I have this kind of thought since like 7 yo but when I scroll on TikTok many people claim it a very dangerous red flag.
Yeah it obvious but my brain doesn't want to accept the fact cause ughh maybe because my brain have a very late development as I live my life. I do need therapy cause this is not a place for my fking ramble on what in my brain but Im sorry I don't have enough money to go to therapy yet. Please forgive me. I find it amusing how people still remember most of their childhood. Yeah how do you remember them. Mine is foggy as hell I just remember some part that a bit terrible in my life. I think. Idk. Again sorry if you read till this far.
I'm have unexplain emotion reading this manhwa all those mental pressure happen to the character inside. Normal people getting involve without even knowing what happen in front of them mahito playing with dead bodies and do whatever he fucking want. But yeah.. still my cat sleep beside me when I'm reading it so I still have emotion support through this bless my cat