Your parents are not strict. They're abusive to you!!!!!!
These comments have good suggestions, so I'll add in that Reddit can be a good/helpful forum site if you want to delve into specific situations on what to do, how to get help, find your country's helplines and legal laws, etc. (Assuming you never heard of Reddit before)
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it's not hard to go without it (i mean...i was born not to hear, so silence is my friend LOL and my daydreaming is my lover HMM, yet i also got my devices that come with bluetooth, and they're fucking awesome to play on full volume) anyways, understandable if boredom is like painful (bc that shi sucks yet necessary for my art practice HELPPP gotta ...... reply
i dunno how thick ur sketchbook is (especially if you like adding/pasting stuff inside), but staples won't help at all. like what type of binding did your sketchbook have? Did it come with strings and folded papers method (you can find this by looking for strings in the creases when you open up the book), or spiral, or gummed/glue bound (like separ...... 1 reply