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I’ve saw the scene that he died, saw the interview of the author herself stating why did he died, and I still can’t understand why she did that. She, herself stated that if he didn’t kill anyone, he would die, so why bother killing him when he’s not to blame? Couldn’t he being in PRISON be much more worth it for him to learn a lesson? To re-start a new life? Her statement saying “What would makes you think that he would be happy in Japan” ahn, MANY things? He would restart over, with the help of a friend that cherished him? That he could move on, and try a new life? Seek for medical help bc of all the awful things he saw and was forced to do while living? “He lived his life to the fullest” like wtf? He was child traffic, raped, was forced to assassinate ppl and thats living the life to the fullest to her? When he encounter someone that encourages him to change, she simply KILLED HIM bc she couldn’t forgive the fact that he killed someone, so he had to pay for his life? I gaged by reading this, bc even though he’s part to blame for killing someone, what choice would he had? Why bother then, letting him live if his ending was going to be like this? After struggling so much to change, to move on, to part ways with his unfortunate fate, she simply choose him to DIE??? I couldn’t be more pissed than I am. Oh, and when she said in the interview that even if he live, he would part ways with Eiji, like???? So why bother him dying while reading the letter, or why bother making a sequel of the person that wouldn’t be able to live without this person EVEN THOUGH her original thought that they would part ways, and that’s it? Like, that’s IT? I thought quite cold of her saying that, after building an entire relationship and trust between the two of them, or after everything Ash has gone trough nothing “special” would happen. Like, this man was raped multiple times in his life, and he couldn’t seek for help even when he would LIVE? What kind of thought is that? That every ppl that was done wrong in this life has to die to live in peace? Is life so meaningless to her that, just bc someone has gone through a very traumatic experience they can’t fight back and want to live? They can’t fight back and want to change? She has my rage, and I will never forgive her, never. I respect her as an author, and an artist. It’s her work, her project and her art. But, I couldn’t disagree more with someone in my life.
It’s okay I cried at the ending too
I was saving this for later but I couldn’t control myself to read the past 6 weeks that I saved, and now I have to WAIT FOR MORE
I understand your pain
This isn’t a fluffy story, so I was rooting for the uke to cheat with that hot hunk. Sorry lmaooool. But the ending is lame, thought it would have a time lapse, but getting hospitalized? Seriously? Okay, imma go to the hospital to stop being a hoe, maybe is a solution that I didn’t thought lol
do you have the raws or did you buy them? I keep seeing that the uke ends up in the hospital, why? did he get depressed & stop eating type of situation? I hope that's not the case cuz that's almost guilt-tripping the seme to get bad b/c he obviously loves him & is worried about him.
I read what u just said lol. He felt bad, and restored to “fasting” and then got to the hospital. The seme, desperate, goes to him, and in the hospital he forgives him. Pretty lame rt? As I said, I need to get checked too if this resolves the problem of being a hoe LMAO. Honestly, they could have wrapped things up by just saying that he could’ve an open relationship, or they could invite ppl if they wanted, there’re TONS OF MOTIVES that they could got back together in a more reasonable and realistic way. He cheated? Good, that happens to the good families, what are we going to do? Break up? Get a time off and got back together after a time lapse? Almost dying from starving and then got back together? Oh, that? Sounds good, sign me up lmaooooooool
What happened to the “Alpha's Soul” talk huh? He’s acting like he was born and raised as an omega, a fragile thing that can’t do nothing without his Alpha. But, he was RAISED as an ALPHA. Can’t he stand up for himself? Why is he curling up, bowing to these bitches that don’t even compete with his background? Is so pathetic how an author can literally destroy a whole character just so that the Alpha x Omega thing become something abt a weak and a strong. It’s disappointing… I think I’ll be dropping this
You are absolutely right
Let's not forget he's barely 18 and he is now hanging out with the most dominant Alpha of the society... which could be quite intimidating and could make anyone lose his confidence. I personally find it quite realistic. Also, he is experiencing his hormonal changes together with affection/love and sex desire... all while living away from his family and original environment. How he didn't already run away crying like a baby is actually surprising xD He's holding things quite good so far!
Well yes I do agree.i hope the others don’t drop it. I think the omega will find his confidence again. He wasn’t attacked before bc he was treated more like an equal and his family was made up of alphas though not super powerful ones. He is not used to alphas treating him so poorly. All of this is new.
Idk of you read love is an illusion or not but I feel like you’re expecting him to act like hyesung but this character is 1)younger and 2) had a smoother life experience up to his 1st heat! Their personalities and circumstances are completely different aside form believing they were Alphas.
Also if this character were to fight the alpha on everything like hyesung y’all would be annoyed by that too so just…idk….yeah go read LIAI you’ll get your kicks over there! It’s good
Right! And I don't want to spoil too much of the story but Riku will stand for himself very soon and will confront Keiki thinking he is using him because he is his fate pair... but Keiki won't let him go and he will tell him he likes him for who he is and not because he's his fate pair. After that, Riku will confess his true feelings to Keiki who will literally melt. They will make out in the most sensual manner! Stay tuned for the next 3 chapters^^
I like hwang moon chan, I just think that he can’t express his feelings in the right way. But, he always wanted to support the bottom. But, he just gets treated coldly, even when he paid his grandma hospital bills, he got treated coldly. This is just badly written, bc they need a “bad” person, so he just brought him back for the uke to show hostility and the seme “saves” him, and happy sugar ending.
Fucking hell yeah , i agreed
I like him than the main top too. (≧∀≦)
he's that character used to make the mc shine. But it isn't working for me & what transpired is the opposite.
I agree, but maybe Jooheo was like that with him because Moochan always expected something in return. Remember in the first chapter, Moochan had Jooheo’s paycheck and had a horrible way to give it to him? And he constantly had a scary way to get closer to Jooheo. So it’s kind of hard to believe him bl when he almost raped him at that time.
Agreed!
Muchan was angry with himself for being attracted to a person he thought was beneath him, that it why he had been hot and cold to juheon back in high school, it wasn't really about not being able to express his feelings the right way.
But let's be honest he did so much more harm than good towards juheon. Juheon is STILL traumatized by him 7 years later. I could never ship them together bc juhon is so frightened of him it's ingrained.
I found another chapter of this, when he encounter a friend and leaves his gf of him for a moment, while the father fucks him. But, I don’t recall where I saw lmao
For sure at myreadingmanga
Dam you're just getting my pp hard
The story is really good but vol 3 and after everything they went through, cole still is insecure abt dating a “Straight” men? Gurl, stop it. It gives me creeps, he should really go to a therapist
it’s not about him being straight? cole is worried about alex being put into the role of a child’s father. he’s donating to a lesbian couple, i think cole understands they’re not straight.
Most insecure people stay insecure in reality. And he's what 20-22? Most people are really confused and insecure in this age group. Cole has Alex up on this really high pedestal, and it'll a lot more time for him to adjust and finally accept that they're equal.
The way Maetel makes me uncomfortable is on another level. How tf, would u fuck someone, when they clearly are not in the right mind, and then plays with his feelings just bc u think his playing with yours? This is so... crazy. Have he not thought that he could’ve just been DRUNK???? He’s not even aloud to forget that u guys FUCKED?
As an artist myself, I know it can be pretty depressing when someone is enjoying your work for FREE. But, what can be done? Most mangas, not only is difficult to get a translation, it’s difficult to reach certain areas of the world. How can we support it, if the company makes it so hard to reach us? I saw many comments saying that, they buy the physical work bc of the piracy in this site. I saw an author himself posting mangas here, bc it was engaging his work. So, what’s the point of it? I doubt it that, a BL mangá would make huge profit in a country homophobic, as Korea, with the fangirls alone. Not only that, no one has the money to spend in each chapter, at least not me that it’s Brazilian and the dollar here is SUPER expensive. How can I read other mangas like this???? So, it makes much more easy to let the piracy alone, bc at the end of the day it makes more benefits to the author than harm
Thanks for your interesting input! I think it'd be helpful to share this, so people understand that it is not that easy and at the end of the day, both the author and readers profit from it
True, i don't have access to lehzin in my country and even if i do i still can't afford it cuz a dollar in my country can buy me literally a complate meal!
I'm also Brazilian and I can confirm the dollar's price converted to our currency is CRAZY expensive, so people who read illegally isn't the kind of people who could be paying for it, so it wouldn't make a difference for the author. But on the other hand we always encourage people who can pay for it to do so and at the end of the day, people who actually have money and speak english buy the chapters because we talk about it, if it wasn't for that they wouldn't even know about it or wouldn't know if it was worth it. Besides, the language barrier is a real problem. Here in Brazil, the physical manhwa of On or Off is being published legally, in Portuguese, uncensored and in a gorgeous edition. It's extremely successful, people read it before and loved it, as soon as they announced the physical edition those same people RAN to buy it and it was sold off in a flash. So it's not just about the money, it's easy to talk when you are from the US, the price is fair on your currency, you can understand the language, the author isn't a xenophobic among other reasons. We love to support authors whenever we can, but for that to happen it has to be accessable to our currency and language at least, the authors just forget we exist though.