It feels like there's something stuck in my mind, I still can't accept the ending... and believe me I cried even though I didn't cry when I read Placebo and the others.
The most visible part is her eyes, before Yeomin's eyes felt empty and tired.. she smiled but it wasn't a free smile when I saw it.. BUT IN THE LAST PANEL SHE WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT..
He already looks like a typical college student, who enjoys life and wants to get good grades.. please just let him continue to be happy like this for my baby Yeomin (●'◡'●)ﾉ
I don't think i hate this story, but i don't think i like this one to. But still, i need the side story cause you know, you can make this story at least 20 chapter?
I already know a lot of spoilers from TikTok, but I didn't know that the traitor was actually Hyun-seung?? It really surprised me for a while
I really want to keep this story quiet, because I know this story has a good plot and is not like other stories.. BUT WHY DO MY FINGERS STILL WANT TO SEE IT AAAAAA Σ( ￣□￣||)
The way her friend got uke was VERY VERY BAD, I hope there will be a plot where uke runs away after knowing the truth because for some reason my heart is not at peace when reading this story..
Look what you did Jae, do you regret it now?? Calm down Jae, it's better if you bow down and apologize to Dan now ┐(´д`)┌
I read the season 2 episode, i think i forgot who is the 2 man in last chapter???
His ex
I often read stories about the Chinese empire but I don't know if it will be the same as the Korean empire. The point is, if you were the child of a servant or even someone with no background it was VERY NORMAL for you to be bullied in the palace. Why didn't the emperor help? First, the emperor had many children and the emperor was the type of person who would think that if they didn't kill each other and only injured each other then he would Let it be. Second, the emperor would choose to defend the child of someone who could help him secure the throne over the child of a nobody.Third, earlier there was Kasim who said about evil spirits or whatever, most likely when the ML was born, the national teacher said he brought an evil spirit that would harm the royal family So he was exiled. (The national teacher is like a shaman who is respected by the emperor) (This is just from what I've read
Top hates bottom because he exposed it to his father and said that he was gay, while top wants to be recognized as a good child and loved by his parents, With evidence in one scene he is jealous of his brother.
Unfortunately, the image he created was destroyed. He was already a good student with good grades, which means that in his parents' eyes he was still a perfect child. So the bottom revealed that the top was gay. That's where parents found out he was a disabled child, and he wanted to prove to his parents that he wasn't disabled by marrying a woman.
I think the bottom is wrong, but the top is also wrong, because the top definitely wouldn't have the courage to tell his parents honestly that he's gay. If he wasn't honest, the relationship between the top and bottom would automatically have to be secret. Meanwhile, the bottom doesn't want a relationship like that, so he finally makes a plan to open up everything to the top's parents.
He came back because He had the power to get back together with Top without having to have a secret relationship. Meanwhile, Top still insists that he hates Bottom. In my opinion, This whole problem started with the top. Because he didn't have the courage to stand up to the bottom and protect him, he was a coward.
JUST MY OPINION GUYS, DON'T TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY (●'◡'●)ﾉ
i dont mean no harm but huhu
maybe because its the environment that made him that way since he was a kid and cant get out of it, the bottom was his escape and comfort (knowing we see in the flash backs he needed him to feel better after getting hit by his father) yet he was still weak to fight for him because he's still looking for the recognition of his parents because he was still young back then.
we can see how he's still trying to find the recognition and mend his rs w his parents trying to make things okay by marrying a girl and having a 'normal' rs with her but it just led to misery. rn, we can see how he despises the bottom because he's trying to blame it all to him why things got fucked up but in the beginning it was already fucked up (seeing how his parents favors the younger one and their treatment towards him)I think the bottom actually wants him to wake up and to stand up for himself not looking for anyone's recognition, like he's tryna break the cycle for the top.
now the story is still unfolding, i hope the top gets away from the clutches of his fucked up parents and sibling, and set things straight with the bottom (tho he is crazy but imagine doing all of that for him with his 15yr plan, love is just crazy no?)
well this is just from my observation and opinion, i love the artstyle so much and the bottom, i hope that the future holds where the both of them are happily loving each other without the shackles of the past.
love reads, (=・ω・=)
I disagree. Cheol (the top) was never the perfect child to his parents. No matter how good his grades were, no matter how obedient he was, his father still beat him. His mother just watched it happen too. She never tried to stop it and always told Cheol that he shouldn't make his father mad. Nothing Cheol did would ever please his parents. It's natural for children to want to be loved by their parents. But because Cheol was never loved he cannot form normal relationships with other people.
It is not easy to overcome trauma and Cheol was very young when Miyoung (the bottom) told the truth to Cheol's parents. They also hadn't been dating for very long. I don't think it would be reasonable to expect Cheol to suddenly overcome his trauma that quickly. Not to mention, it could have put Cheol in danger. We see that his father has hurt him severely before, so telling him the truth could have made him hurt Cheol even more.
We also don't know why Miyoung told Cheol's father the truth. That part has not been explained yet. It could be for a good reason, like maybe he thought he was helping Cheol stand up to his father. However, he could have also done it for a bad reason, like maybe he wanted Cheol isolated so he could manipulate him. We can see that Miyoung was definitely manipulative when they were teenagers. It's hard to say if he had Cheol's best interests in mind back then.
> I disagree. Cheol (the top) was never the perfect child to his parents. No matter how good his grades were, no matter how obedient he was, his father still beat him. His mother just watched it happen too. She never tried to stop it and always told Cheol that he shouldn't make his father mad. Nothing Cheol did would ever please his parents. It's natural for children to want to be loved by their parents. But because Cheol was never loved he cannot form normal relationships with other people.
You're right. This is explicitly the story. Cheol's father has hated him since childhood, all his life. It's because he looks like his uncle. Cheol's father has an inferiority complex towards his older brother, the one that took Cheol in and became his father when Cheol ran away.
This has all been fucked since the very beginning. It's the father's fault.
This was the impression I got too, that the hatred for Cheol was because of the uncle. Actually, I wondered at one point if maybe deep down the dad thought Cheol wasn't his son or something, lol. The father is so pathetic.
I beg to disagree. The problem didn't start with Cheol, rather it revolved around him. It wasn't his fault that he was never good enough to his parents. It wasn't his fault that they never loved him as much as his younger brother. It wasn't his fault that his father treated him poorly. His misery was caused by his own family. Before Miyeong entered his life, the problemwas already there, he was already miserable. He was trying so hard to be recognized, yet he was neglected and overlooked. And so, he found comfort with Miyeong.
He was not a coward for not outing to his family (yet), he was being cautious and probably waiting for the perfect timing because they weren't in good terms in the first place. How would you expect your family to just accept you being gay out of nowhere when they couldn't even see you as their son, no? But then, Miyeong, being all vicious and crazy as he is, outed him without his consent, that's when everything about the two of them went downhill.
I beg to disagree. The problem didn't start with Cheol, rather it revolved around him. It wasn't his fault that he was never good enough to his parents. It wasn't his fault that they never loved him as much as his younger brother. It wasn't his fault that his father treated him poorly. His misery was caused by his own family. Before Minyeong entered his life, the problemwas already there, he was already miserable. He was trying so hard to be recognized, yet he was neglected and overlooked. And so, he found comfort with Minyeong.
He was not a coward for not outing to his family (yet), he was being cautious and probably waiting for the perfect timing because they weren't in good terms in the first place. How would you expect your family to just accept you being gay out of nowhere when they couldn't even see you as their son, no? But then, Minyeong, being all vicious and crazy as he is, outed him without his consent, that's when everything about the two of them went downhill.
I know right? People are too hard on Cheol. Considering how often Cheol's father beat him for literally no reason, it wasn't unreasonable to think he could have seriously hurt Cheol after he was outed. It's not cowardly to want to protect yourself. Also, why did he even need to come out to his parents? They were never going to accept him for being gay, so why bother even talking about it? Thankfully, in the present, Cheol seems to be realizing that his relationship with his family is a lost cause.