Man, I would love to know how the story would end. I mean two people knowing what it means to be left by the people they love through suicide. Hmmm, I think Kei wouldn't develop sexual affection towards Roku if he wasn't bullied, sexually harassed, when he was a kid. I don't blame Roku, though.
I always kinda got the feeling that Roku would have ended up dead somehow (suicide or accident), not necessarily because it would make the best narrative imo but it just seemed like that kinda story (though I'd much prefer a recovery arc or at least the beginning of one).
Yes, I would have to agree. That's where it's leading and Shuji's just kind of a narrator for the story, like another reader of a manga.
WHAT THE HELL?! This my 3rd or 4th time reading ch 24 yet I still cry!! It's always with "I've always loved touching your hair." WTF is wrong with me?!!
I know right! I love this manga so much!
I was badly waiting for chapter 24 because the previous one was too much of a cliffhanger and when it finally came I couldn't control my emotions. They keep on pouring out even after rereading it.
Totoo!! So intense as expected from this mangaka. That cliffhanger tho
Yeah, another one for this chapter. Gosh, all this anticipation would make me break me again once ch 25 arrives. Ugh... Say hello to red puffy eyes.
i did cry too omg its so darn freakin beautiful the intensity of this chapter and dialogue is no joke
I have a question though. Why did Yashiro remember that kiss on the cheek? Because Doumeki kissed him on the cheek? There's got to be something else? Like maybe that was the first time Yashiro felt something different for D, or Y thought that it was possible that D was awake that time.
Maybe because the feelings he got when Doumeki kissed him, reminded him of his feelings at that time? I think he is starting to realise how much he already loves Doumeki <3
He was having momentary flashbacks most probably because of what Doumeki was telling him at the time. "I loved touching your hair... even when you're sleeping." Maybe the "even when you're sleeping" triggered the memory.
Oh got it. "even when you're sleeping". Makes sense. Dang this chapter was a headache!! Probably, this is the longest time I spent reading a single chapter, which ironically, had the fewest dialogues to read.
what memory?
Page 17/18.
He relized he did the same himself!
HELP MEEEE!!!!! THE FEELS. I'M CRYING!!!! I'm too happy but I am also anxious at the same time. That was the longest foreplay I've EVER read. Each panel was sexy and sensual but never turned me on because they were too beautiful. YASHIRO IS BEING FUCKING LOVED FOR THE FIRST TIME. I was writhing in excitement and happiness as I was crying as Doumeki kissed Yashiro's head, like fuck are you kidding me?? Why am I crying?! Then, "I guess I am just like my father" 'Yashiro's hand reaches his face' FUCK HERE COMES THE TEARS AGAIN. Doumeki never touched or licked Yashiro's "parts until page 30. HOLY COW. I kept saying "Yashiro, DO NOT STOP THIS. JUST PLEASE GO WITH THE FLOW!" My head aches.......
Dang! This is soooo twisted AF!
All of these twists was that father Touma's fault! So many questions still unanswered like, why was the father so obsessed with Ranzou? I don't think it's simply his sick fetish or something but maybe he was so hung up with Ranzou's mother that he pours his love for her to Ranzou? Evidences: Ran's long hair and their father crushing Ikurou's balls. Was it really an illicit relationship or she was his 1st wife and Ikurou's mom was the second marriage? Though, in one of the cover pages, Ranzou was said to be an illegitimate son but I don't think so, at least not yet until it is officially mentioned in the story.
How did Ranzou's hair become white?! His hair was black when he first met baby Ikurou.
What's with the sexual tension between Ran and Iku? Where the hell did that come from? Though, I kind of have an idea about it. Ran only being able to say "Ikou", was that out of brotherly love or incestuous brotherly love? Why give all the inheritance to Ran? If he dies and all of his successors, all of it would be donated, like WTF? Why so much hate on Ikurou? Because his mother almost killed Ran?
I feel no hate for all of the characters except the for that sick Touma father. All the characters and their twisted situations are all because of that GUY, whose actions are still a mystery, so I can't really hate him completely until I know where's he coming from. Poor Sachiko for getting caught in this mess and counting down the days till the craziness gets to her too.
"What are my feelings worth?"
The hell!! That hurt me so much. All the stories are sweet, painful and sexy af. Ugh, I want more.
Well, I'd choose this story than reading about a victim falling in love with his/her rapist/harasser/molester. Those kinds of stories are far more ridiculous than this one.
QUESTION: NO BUTT PREP? Just sticking it in without preparing the butt? Won't it hurt? Fine maybe the author skipped that part but fingering makes the scenes better. I guess the story was never meant to have any sensuality BUT STILL! That would hurt AF!
Now, you've discovered the term "Yaoi hole". Like yaoi hands, it is a staple of yaoi mangas. This refers to the self-lubricating buttholes in yaoi. Lube rarely exist in the yaoi universe.
Sorrrrryyyy! He indeed used lube so this isn't yaoi hole material. I read the comments before the manga. Sorry again.
Huh?! Which chapter was Ogawa's?
it is still marked imcomplete, so there isn;t one from ogawa sensei yet
isn't*
I was wondering why I continued to read this even though I hate plots where Ukes fall in love with their rapists. Well, I guess because though it was through blackmail, Nemu would still have a choice. He could've chosen to give up everything he had at school to save his chastity and pride and ended up saying no, if Maya still forced him after that and the story continued like how it is now, I would've walked out from this series BUT it wasn't the case. Their first and after that wasn't consensual sex, still considered forced, but I think Nemu still had a choice to drop everything and leave. And the fact that it was addressed after so many chapters was a relief.
as you can see Study was nemu's life. there is no way he would drop out from school