So suah has been kinda like grooming juhyeok since he presented....he also clearly understands what he has done....the consequences and effects and all. He is not going about his love very nicely
There is also the fact that time and again juhyeok has been giving into him....he feels his loss and he also is obviously smitten as we can see in the hotel room.... This is a dub con through and through.
It's also evident that suah has deeper feelings for juhyeok than the otherway round. That could be because juhyeok is shy, has judo to think about and he has hated suah so much that it coats every emotion. But to just call suah possesive and selfish is not wrong....but incomplete. Had he been that ways suah would have taken advantage of juhyeok everytime. Nothing was really stopping him from being all yandere. Juhyeoks defence is like a twig. He loves him deeply and while it may be intentional to keep others away it doesn't come from negative feelings. What it definately doesn't come from is the manipulation part....in the chapter where he is making excuses you can see that he doesn't make it a habit to manipulate, and juhyeok quickly catches on but gives in. At that time he didn't need it...but he didn't want it either. At any point in the night juhyeok could have kicked suah out, but he didn't. Juhyeok sees his intentions clearly. Which is why he is so shocked and upset when he asks if suah was not attracted to him anymore
I also think that the reason juhyeok rejects him so much is in the fact that he wanted to be the alpha so bad to protect suah that when that shattered he started hating suah himself. For being what he couldn't be, suah too was devastated. But bro found another way to keep him close....a bad way but it worked. Both these bros had two very different ways of combating the same problem.
What amused me was that none of the parents found it weird that this was happening. Not any of the other people in their lives. Like imaging this dude straight up smells like the other....I think over time we could put 2 and 2 together.
This is dubcon with side of "is this grooming or really love?".
There's also this fact that the art is soooooo good and the scenes are amazing that you want to keep watching and more
So I don't exactly like this one....it's obviously a similiar story from various leveling manhwas but with the what if the lead had a baby on the side....
Sister is just for show no detailing...also majority of the parenting falls on her al the while she is parenting him too....and why the fuck is she not questioning random people just living there?
She just goes to work, cooks the meals, takes care of groceries, and wow look takes care of the baby too
I don't see how this plot is father daughter plot, that daughter is just an after thought
It's an irritating read. I am dropping this until I can look at it from a different perspective....it's nothing like dongeons and cryaons
You know it's sad to see this manga has this sort of trope. Honestly I loved it. Wished we had seen more of it. And even a reunion of SIL.
And miyo's growth in her power and personality and also the marriage and kids. And of course godo getting a girl!
That said I really really didn't sit with this trope. This trope is for no better word I would call "this girl I like different from other girls...coz she is submissive" " the girl always apologies because good girls always do that no matter if it's the other persons fault" "i don't wish anything bad happens to anyone and I forgive anyone no matter the transgression coz that's what good girls do"
Kudo had no reason to dismiss the previous prospects but he *bullied* these girls out instead of being honest. Frankly aside from the once who had been rude to yurie was there a proper reason for him to shoo them? No he didn't.
And there isn't any winning for any woman involved not even the step sister or step mother. While the actions of saimori family was enough to earn them a death row, no woman in that house was happy. We see that miyo is being abused for not being an ability user, kaya being drilled that if you are not perfect you will be the same as miyo, mother of miyo went from one prison to another and honestly at least usubas respected her...that bitch of her husband was not trust worthy at all...and then kayas mother who later saw what kind of man she loved...he didn't love anyone except his own self and the seat he was sitting in. And for her the only way to maintain her position is by making sure no woman not in the past nor in present comes close of him. Shit that the woman did for that turd of a man...
To continue with above you see this repeatedly shown through all the families. They do shit that is not supposed to be done all because the head and elders wished it...I would say in that spectrum kudo would be 9 as in doesn't bother much with this ( he is the family head) and the best boy would be elder brother of koji 10/10. He didn't give a fuck and later too didn't give a damn. He saw an opportunity he took it. Koji, the fathers(all the fathers shown), especially the cousin all fall in this setting (tho I would say that usuba had albi being monitored by the crown can't be easy..so an 7-8)
I don't think we can blame miyo and honestly even after being so fucked up she gained her strength pretty quickly. Truly she has a great mental fortitude. At a lot of points I thought look this is an out you can do this and start fresh, but an abused person seldom is able to see these things clearly...so noone can fault her for that. She knew what she wanted from the get go..no matter how much she disapproved of herself she has a goal in mind and she stuck to it. Glad that whole love triangle thing didn't happen coz that's another trope people are too fond of.
However, I still found it annoying that the dialogues never conveyed how actually sorry kudo should have been on all the occasions he fumbled the bag. Miyo being the way she was would obviously blame herself but kudo never really apologised properly...always cut off by miyo never to continue. This bro is completely capable of expressing himself when it matters. He is emotionally intelligent and available.This is I think by far the most subtle way of pushing the audience to think oh he apologized...but she was the one who apologized more that's what makes things better tho he killed the dog and she just stubbed her own toe. This pushes the narrative that good girls apologise and accept and endure. Again this is so famous and hard to digest that I am scared to actually pick up a shojo. I am really done with good girl always rewarded and what actually consists of good girl is a submissive door mat who can be replaced as fast and easy as a trash bag.
And oh my don't get me started on the SIL...my god did the man fucked up sooooooooo bad. And see this? There is no winning. She is good at every thing gave birth to a son who is probably gifted but what do we got? A divorced woman who still loves her husband because instead of doing the correct thing of standing up for her he chose to seperate her from the situation. And in the result separate her from her son as well. How does that make any sense. You don't think she can be a good mother and wife fuck then give the kid away and make the wife go!! What can't be confident that your next wife can produce a gifted heir? The deal with the shortcomings of this person. And how come that a person who is good all over is being punished for not knowing something? Do they? Did they accomplish half of what she did? And dumb fuck of a man just stood by and listened and let it happen??? He is in military at a good position even if he were to cut his contact with some family surely they would survive? Also he is in the main family so would become head one day. Some form of authority can be used but nooooo this is the best option he thought of.
He chose it himself coz he knew if he reasoned with her his own thoughts would fall through. Autonomy is not a privilege any woman in this manga can excercise. And this thought clearly comes to miyo during the dual. And of course would have come to miyo's mother as well. Usubas were going down but also she saw a way of freedom. The first time she used her autonomy. And the second when she sealed her powers.
Does anyone wonder why even tho she sealed miyo's power, she could have sent miyo away to usuba coz the father didn't care for sure. So as her health was declining she could have made sure that at least she was cared for. But see how she didn't because she knew it was a prison and this was better in a way that hopefully someone would come and give her a better future than that. Possibly she may have seen the future.
This just it's a good read, great even to see how people expect women to be. Honestly it's sweet and cute in the most cliched ways possible
While i wouldn't say dokgo is blame less in the whole clinic fiasco....I would say he definately is to blame for what happened in his home.
Bro didn't take any responsibility in parenting. And before anyone says that he was involved and was actively participating in his daughter's life...that is not participating that's just putting his ideation of what his daughter should look like and do. He does the same with his wife.
If we didn't know his other personality of amnesic dokgo would anyone be on his side?from his families view point he is just an abusive coward who ran away from his responsibility!
It's so weird that we are rooting for him....and hoping that he meets up with his family
And i honestly hope he would be able to apologize to his family. Not just for dokgo, but for his family aswell so that they can free themselves from the past. Not that i want them to forgive him, even i won't. But hearing the person who hurt you finally apologizing and felling guilty can help alleviate a bit of selfhatred caused by abuse.
#-.-) I mean even I want him to be able to meet his family and apologise, and in the deepest of my fairytale endings I hope they in some time in future include him in their happiness.....
But it's just....you know when you read something like that from like the mother's or daughter's perspective...the whole thing changes....
Like so many manhwas have daddy issues with similar undertones and ya those are literal shits as parent...but you get my point right? In those we don't want them to forgive we dont even want them to meet and want that parent to leave as soon as they arrive....it just makes you think how much a change in perspective can change things
They don't work like that....just saying!
If anyone has inverted nipples they didn't have before....get it checked they are signs of breast cancer....even if it's since birth get it checked chances are that it still could be breast cancer. Better safe than sorry.
Inverted nipples are never cured unless of course surgically treated. Syringing, suction cup and general sucking makes the nipples pointy but just for few mins to be exact....in the height of sexual pleasure they still invert if they lack stimulation.
After and during pregnancy and lactation, the baby does an effective job of sucking the nipple and making your inverted nipple and outtie but for a newborn learning how to latch becomes a tricky part hence syringing and suction cups... Actually very few ducts are present on the nipple when breast feeding the areola(black part) should be inside babies mouth as much possible as max ducts open there
Hope this helps!!
Let's hope for that....breast cancer is real shit! What people also dont realise that while it's less common in males...they still are at risk....
This is just a psa for anyone who might come across!!
Remember while showering or while sleeping feeling up your boobies is a good way to figure this shit out!!
I think I am getting old (=・ω・=) ignore me
So before I start my rant..and yes this is a rant
I have read the novel. This is a spoiler but not much of a surprise I guess, I mean we all know this is being foreshadowing the whole time but still spoiler non the less
Ok so....they show that yuder has a deep disgust?/mistrust/fear of what happened during his first heat as omega. And the reason is kishi pouncing on him due to him being close to his rut....and they ultimately spend their heat together, ((major spoiler))it's hinted that they have bonded during that time, not the bite on the nape kind but just bond sharing...which yuder is very nicely oblivious about. Till kishi breaks it and then is killed by yuder right after.
Now my rant is about this thing where this is not a one time thing...very often as much as kishi could be used to visit our commander yuder, spend some time with his, fuck his brains out and leave with the promise of a next time....when you look at it in 2d it's like they are forbidden lovers...and honestly at first it is shown like that to and yuder behaves as such too...in not so many words he does try to keep kishi from harm....not that it helped.
But as the story progresses we see what yuder hides underneath his mask...the fear, disgust and mistrust shines through when he again presents as omega...fear that he will be taken without his consent, disgust that he started such an impure relay with a man he clearly admired and devoted and loyal too, in his words trapping him in. And mistrust because while everything was going on the person he hated the most second to himself was probably kishi lol.
And you know whats sad about all this is that we see that kishi was having the same feelings minus the mistrust but add guilt and greed to it.
And noone can convince me otherwise that a man who is so in tune with what is going on in. Yuders mind (you have plenty of occasions to prove this) he is really distant to yuder. And probably he felt all that and saw that he was still reluctant, not completely willing and still STILL CHOSE TO IGNORE ALL THAT AND BED WITH YUDER AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! THAT MAN COULD LITERALLY WRITE WHAT WAS GOING ON IN YUDERS BRAIN BUT CHOSE TO IGNORE IT!!!! WHYYYYY?? was it like a dying man's wish? Was it because the bond compelled him and because yuder has kinda dulled his senses emotionally and is just coming back in touch with them...we don't know!!
There is no doubt that yuder also enjoyed the time he spent with kishi and looked forward to them...but the sex part was awkward/ disgusting for him, not that he didn't get pleasured or was disrespected during or after it, infact this dumb man kishi was so polite and professional that it felt like buisness and that hurt yuder too!! Bros were in love with each other but yuder was too naive to know and understand and kishi was to selfish and scheming to explain and make himself vulnerable. If I had a knife I would also drive it in his chest in frustration!!
Worse still that these feelings were so ingrained that our bro didn't want to get intimate again with kishi!!! This man was so emotionally scared!! And not a peep from kishi about all this weird behaviour it's like if you let me do this I will keep doing it until you question me or outright react negatively....yuder loved him toooo much to do that they had such a fragile relationship that he dared not to question anything kishi did because when he did ask shit he got silent treatment and ghosting....like it's true kishi has no way to protect him and was powerless and desperately drew the attention to himself while his most precious thing was safe under the noses of his enemies BUTTTT!!! where does it leave yuder?? Emotionally damaged till next lifetime and not to mention given how bad yuder is at surviving....kishis plan was shit anyway. My bro yuder found a unique way to die anyhow!!!! SO WHAT WAS THE POINT!!!!!
Omg, yeah, that would be shocking, I hate that sus guy! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Spoiler:
In the next chapters he's gonna make the MC use a lot of his power which will make that shadow illness to spread to his whole arm ┗( T﹏T )┛
The seme is gonna have to use a lot of holy power to try and fix it, because it could be really dangerous if that thing got to his heart, hope that never happens(⊙…⊙ )
So if anyone was using this manhwa as a reference for baby care...not that you should but you know...I like to gather information like this while reading manhwas ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
The guide-
1) No fever (temp>100°F) in a baby less than 1 yr is good so make sure to measure it every time you feel that the baby is warm/hot.
2) should you get a temp of 100+ F then try to cool down the baby first remove extra clothing (make sure the room temp is maintained between 25-27C) and if your babies cord had fallen off then you can wipe your baby with a wet cloth (but dry enough to not leave water on the baby) repeat temp after 1/2 hr..if fever persist then time for meds/hospital
3) teething doesn't bring on a temp which is consistently high..so keep rechecking temp...most likely the cause is not teething( in this case the inflammation of the gums caused the baby to have fever) and should visit hospital regardless
4) give the baby good teething material, carrots cucumbers or radish apple these are few things that help relieve the teething aches by providing texture to chew on...however always keep your eyes peeled for choking. Pacifiers help in this regards and iced pacifiers are best....don't use any medication for this...not good for baby ( babies can bleed from gums should they be roughed up like it did her so be careful of what to use as teethers)
5) child will be irritable during the entire teething process and would love to put whatever they can in their mouth to relieve it..hence try to wash all the toys that baby uses, and keep your floors clean and make sure that whoever touches the baby or toys has properly washed their hands
Hope this helpsヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~











So patrick granpa is kinda you know......
I am just saying that if he punished me.....it won't be that bad yeah? ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ
(⊙…⊙ ) girl.... I want to spin around it.
girl, i feel u ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Too real <3