It is completed on Renta and was 799 points (1k points were $9 for me cause it is wednesday or something). PLEASE SUPPORT THE AUTHOR.
https://www.ebookrenta.com/renta/sc/frm/item/147144/
This seems to be their first work like this is the only one shown on their mangaupdates and on cmoajp.
The art is gorgeous and the dynamic is one that I like to seeeeeee.
Would recommend going on the mangaka's mangaupdate's page and going to their pixiv
Seeing the mangaka's pixiv made me buy it.
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https://www.ebookrenta.com/renta/sc/frm/item/147144/
It will only be available in KoreanonRidibooks
Doubt it wiill get an english translation anytime soon.
https://ridibooks.com/event/68364
I want to say there is no fucking redemptiom for that blue eyed shitty demon Kang.
Like I keep thinking about POTN and if Nakyum was treated worse and now I am not sure because Seungo(spelling) had his redemption and people praise that.
Kang sucks. He just rapes, hits/burns, talks down, and tries to whore Jin out.
All those cigars he smokes should end with this story of him dying of lung cancer. SEEING HOW HE SMACKED JIN AND THEN RAPED HIM IN CH.29 GOT ME RILED UP. i am upset.
And then he tells him somrthing to the effect of "idk about pretty but this mess suits you better" boy fuck you.
Yeah, i expected a "happy" ending since that is the recipe. Why make a person so shitty, though???? Sometimes it is satisfying to have that reprieve but Kang sucks. I am sure there are worse BL characters than him who turned 180 and became likeable but we need more respectful men in these stories.
I like when both people in the relationship are decent like Jooha&Dooshik in Pearl Boy, Shin&Jake from Shutline, Ye-gyum&Jooin from Love Sick Dog, there are many more but I have been rereading these ones the most. Have the side characters be shitty. Jin already had his shitty counsin and nasty garbage uncle; we dont need the ML Kang to be the worst.
Also this is reminding me of Steel Under Silk where the ML is starting to get his time to show himself as a reedemable character even tho he slaughtered the MC's family (I dont read this but have seen people online talk about it).
Seriously! It messed with my head so much. I feel sick to my stomach after reading the latest chapter. What a weak ass man he is, I mean you fucking have to abuse and rape someone to gain control and feel powerful?? What a pathetic excuse for a man. I hope MC doesn't end up with this rapist bastard. I fucking HATE THE ML AND THAT INDIFFERENT LOOK ON HIS FACE.. Bloody MANWHORE. I'M DISGUSTED
No seriously…
Thank god it wasn’t shown in full like other stories.. he wants to destroy the entire company but doesn’t even investigate the reason Sihyeon wants to destroy it as well..
I was shaking reading it.. physical violence whenever depicted makes me so scared.. like he could do it at any moment in the future.. how is relationship gonna continue
Yeah I'm glad they didn't show the entire ordeal. He wants to destroy Sihyeon along with the company, he has absolutely no remorse for the mental and physical torture he's implemented on MC. And at this point I don't even give a fuck about ML's back story or if he's gonna change, he can go choke on his own dick and die for all I care. If at all they end up together then it's gonna be one sorry ass relationship. My anxiety is up the roof
The officialtitle should have been "Even If You Dont Love Me" like it is here not "Love Me Not". Kwon Seo (evil crackhead blondie) told Min Jiwook that very line (at least thats how it was translated on googletranslate) when he was tied up and telling MJ that he will always desire him cause he is what Seungeon wants. Cant wait to see him die. The past few chapters could have been avoided if Seungeon told MJ who was behind his father's death along with STAYING TF AWAY FROM HIM.
This has been truly his fault the whole way tbhtbhtbh
When I was looking for a way to purchase this, i came across the mangaka's dlsite and they have their first night together. I didnt buy but they provide some panels which is quite antithetical to what is here lmao.
oh??? in what way??