i feel like i'm the worst person ever for feeling toxic-ly (?) insecure about my bestfriend. i mean, she's literally heather while i was that friend who gets asked "where's [friends name]?". other times i feel like i'm backstabbing that friend for thinking so badly of her cause i wanna be the superior one in the group. am i just the one experiencin...... 1 reply
the only family member that knows i read bl are my older sister and my aunt. my sister doesn't know much about bl and is not interested but my aunt (23) is also an avid reader so we do talk about it sometimes. tho it's kinda weird when we talk about the bed scenes in particular stories cause she is my aunt after all lmao and as much as possible, i ...... 1 reply
did waiting for rain
did survived depression
