I wish i could tell Cirrus that he didn't have a crush on his teacher, but that he saw him as a father figure because the parents and other adults in his life failed him. Meanwhile a predator was lurking around him and took advantage of his innocence.
I also wish I could tell Cirrus that if he did kill his teacher, his secret will die with me
MC says that guy was rude, but the ML literally insulted them by telling them that they stink lmfao of course they'd be pissed