I wish i could tell Cirrus that he didn't have a crush on his teacher, but that he saw him as a father figure because the parents and other adults in his life failed him. Meanwhile a predator was lurking around him and took advantage of his innocence.
I also wish I could tell Cirrus that if he did kill his teacher, his secret will die with me
All of these comments are scaring me. I really think i should put this story on hold until the worst parts are (hopefully) over, because i don't think i can handle what is coming without knowing how things will end