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LOOK HOW MUCH KYOKO HAS GROWN, SHE'S NO LONGER REJECTING REN'S AFFECTION AND DENYING SHE IS LOVED.
Been reading this for 8 years now, not that long compared to some of y'all ohmygod, but I'm still as enamored as I was when I started reading this. And I wouldn't even mind if it continues for longer cus I love this story that much. I can't believe I'm about to be older than Ren in a months time, even though the story's timeline has only been over a year ╥﹏╥ thank god for fanfics, that way I could actually read about them acting together, married and successful (≧∀≦)
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My heartbreak with the censoring aside, it's amazing how such a fcked up story, with a convoluted start, has one of the most beautiful portrayals of love I read. There's so many moments where I thought they wouldn't last but oh god they did, and it was so good. So many compromises and sacrifices done for the sake of remaining together, and still there's no regret. It actually true love ohmygod. I'm honestly so happy for this couple jfc and then they keep making these decisions to make their significant other happy, mc made a death pact just so he can assuage the mls fear, talk about dedication. Likewise, ml literally changed his entire outlook in life just to be with mc cuz he knows if he continues down that path he'll die early/commit something irreversible.
IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL ╥﹏╥ I WISH WE GET MORE CHAPTERS OF THEM BEING HAPPY, THEY FCKING DESERVE IT AFTER GOING THROUGH SO MUCH I LOVE THEM
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I know for sure the author desperately wanted this story to be bl but unfortunately can't, so they're doing the best they could to make everything seem "platonic", even though they've got the subtlety of a stampede. They can't help but put tons of scenes reeking of innuendos. It's basically mpreg with a twist ohmygod ╥﹏╥ and the artist is definitely in cahoots with the gay agenda cuz why is a scene where Yoojin is suffering looks so sexy? Umm!??? Choking ans chains jfc the men are out to get him
Anyways, I wanna read some fanfiction now featuring yoojin getting it
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not to be a dick but it's always "i swear guys, trust me, i just don't have the link anymore" etc etc whenever you ask for sources for claims like this, but no one's actually ever able to provide one. it's almost always word of mouth.
i don't deny that yoohyun gives incest energy with his obsession towards yoojin, but i really can't see the author actually going on to say that in an interview/Q&A.
if anyone's able to show a real source i would be happy to stand corrected.
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I actually found the tweet about "ideal partner", good God (note: the Twitter OP is not the author, just a fan who shows us Q&A)
https://x.com/Chayunnn1020/status/1550799750244761601
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thanks for the link! the author does indeed *not* confirm that "his brother does have romantic feelings for Mc" like someone above claimed. but they do at least confirm the incesty vibes i guess. you were right, yoojin would be yoohyun's "ideal type"
if anyone's curious, the auto tled version says:
Q) I would like to know the ideal types of Nas-level characters.
(Han Yu-jin, Han Yu-hyeon, Park Ye-rim)
A)
> Since Han Yu-hyeon has no human interest in anyone other than Han Yu-jin, her ideal type is also Han Yu-jin, whatever that means.
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I feel like it's because Han Yoohyun himself, being (spoilers) an actual fire turned into a human, could only feel one form of unconditional love that couldn't be categorized as platonic, romantic, familial, or anything. Everything in his life is revolved around Han Yoojin, in whatever aspect that is. Just like you said, this is not a confirmation that he has romantic feelings—it pisses me off when people spread out of context "facts" like that around when they don't even know the full context or the source. At least read the whole novel first before commenting.
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I feel like it's because Han Yoohyun himself, being (spoilers) an actual fire turned into a human, could only feel one form of unconditional love that couldn't be categorized as platonic, romantic, familial, or anything. Everything in his life is revolved around Han Yoojin, in whatever aspect that is. The ideal type in the QnA is not always based on romantic attraction alone, check out the other's answers, because the concept of ideal type by itself in the novel can be interpreted differently. It is never explicitly said that Geunseo was talking about romance-only in this context. The first dialogue that you said also does not indicate romantic attraction too, please understand and learn about Han Yoohyun's backstory so that you could understand the complex dynamic of Han Siblings–or any other relationships in the novel. None could be described in such shallow interpretation.
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@cottonbubs I‘ve read the novel until ch 450, I think I have a fair share of knowledge about Yoohyun’s raw nature that burns everything indiscriminately. and, for God’s sake, I quoted Yoohyun and the Q&A part to fuel yhyj shippers (like myself). we know Yoohyun never said “I want to fuck you, hyung” or “I love you romantically and I wish us to be romantics partners” - it’d be a different novel altogether.
but readers would be foolish to believe Geunseo doesn’t ship yhyj even platonically. they just don’t explicitly state it.
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Mc is getting dragged by everyone (as he should) but I'mma defend my boi even if I'm alone in doing so. HE'S JUST A DUMMY, PRACTICALLY A BABY WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE, HE DOESNT KNOW SHT PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON HIM (/TДT)/
Honestly though, it's really cruel of him to make ml hope for something more that he can't and won't give. But he literally isn't as emotional as a regular person. He never even thought of himself capable of feeling love. It's actually already a huge progress on his part to acknowledge that he does feel something for Juheon, he just isn't aware that it's love.
I always eat it up when a character is a newbie at love, bonus points if they never thought they're capable of it. It's so relatable, I live vicariously through them cuz I've never fallen in love myself ╥﹏╥ go get y'all's mans!
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I need mc and the psychic to meet, as well as the bl writer cmonnnnnnn I've already read fics with them as friends and the dynamic is so good cuz they're all meta in some way, people who in some way or another, aware of how this world works. Mc who knows the truth and does his best to escape it, the writer who's wish already came true and the psychic who suffers from knowing way too much and too little at the same time. Plus, I just want them to have their own people who can understand them, they've been lone wolves all this time and I honestly feel so bad for the psychic, he's been taking damage after damage ever since his introduction ╥﹏╥
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I was honestly so starved of Zettai bl content that I scoured everything that AO3 has to offer, the trio's friendship is usually not the focus of the story though (it's mainly hatano x mc) but the glimpse and pieces I was blessed to read made me want more. Poly or friendship I don't really care, I just want to see them interact ╥﹏╥ so I'm sorry I can't really recommend any particular story, but there are stories there that has them three actually knowing each other, jfc my standards are so low it's so sad
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Adult mc is definitely gonna beat the crap out of his younger self if they ever meet. He's his own enemy ╥﹏╥ all his efforts to avoid flags only to be fcked over by baby mc establishing the first chapter of his own bl manga. He can win against the bl world's machinations but he ain't gonna win against himself (≧∀≦) honestly though he's really charming and adorable, I get why the universe is trying so hard to pair him up with basically all the tropes lol
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Paljae may not instinctively know feelings and emotions, but he certainly knows Ryeong. That part where he looked like a child and tried to hug Ryeong only to realize it's just clothes left and he's alone, I'm sure he felt that the person he loves is about to disappear. He knows he went too far, that's why he backpedaled and was content with just having his feelings acknowledged, nevermind reciprocated. He was truly hurt when his feelings got disregarded by the person who has it.
He may have just recently found the name to describe it, but all along, love has been what it is.
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I LOVE MCs PERSONALITY SO MUCH AHHHHHHH(≧∀≦)
A tsunderes shenanigans ain't gonna work on him, he also got impenetrable boundaries damn he's not playing around with the in game relationship lol, he shuts down any hint of flirting. I'm honestly enjoying the slow burn cuz we're seeing so much personality and depth from the characters, I need me some more loreeeeeee. I'm so curious how the mc got his attitude and sass, I aspire to be as no nonsense as him lmaoooo
Im honestly impressed with the artist's versatility, they definitely have range cos the way they can make the scenes hilarious as intended and scary when it matters is amazing. It really cements the fact that despite being born "human" and getting treated as Yoojin's babies, these beings he's raising are monsters in sheeps clothing. Damn Yoohyun you're so fcking scary when you're off your hyung's leash, have mercy on the actual baby monsters please ╥﹏╥
Yeah, the artists (the main one is Biwan) are something else. IMO they’re one of the best in the Webtoon industry rnx