I'm in my 30s and have lived this. I've had depression since I was a teenager and went to a very dark place in my 20s. Everything felt empty and I felt useless. I would fantasize about having a terminal illness so I could just sit there and die. All that to say, I understand what it's like. And my life is so much better now. Your's will be too.
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I was 12 when I found Gravitation. I came from a very Christian household, but I fell in love immediately and read yaoi after yaoi from that point on for a long time. I think I was initially drawn to it because of taboo that I was engaging in, but I just fell in love with the romance (and smut) of it. The first graphic yaoi I read was a few months ...... reply
did dislike age gaps
did stay up too late reading yaoi
did dislike age gaps
