Regardless of the (honestly) regression in art, it's taken about FOURTY THREE chapters for shit to actually start happening. Where did all the time go ??? Did they seriously just dick around, fuck each other, out the guy as a creep for FOURTY THREE chapters ???? Like that must have been all that happened right ? I usually pride myself on my memory when it comes to main plot points and I honestly just remember everything as a sexual weird blur.
Motoharu's "love" felt sooo disingenuous until that little intro note by the author saying people complained about their tops being too "mean" or "good for nothing" (forgot the exact wording but yeah) idk this author seemed really into the whole cheating thing so when motoharu started acting all loyal and chivalrous out of nowhere it felt so.. insincere :/
Imma have to like, actually analyze this lol. Made me feel a little stupid cause I wasnt really processing what I was reading
there are 8 chaps posted on MRM (myreadingmanga for those who don't know). chap 7 is a wild fucking ride and i seriously beg y'all to read that one cause holy fuck bro. that shit is GOOD.
i just. i love this holy shit. konno is so !!! and hayakawa is so !!!! and fuck !!! the way they talk to each other !!!!!!! ugh .
idk where you're getting this "thinking of ho-in as a second option ?" sunbaes thoughts this chapter didn't convey that at all ?? if anything, you could say he wanted to "use" or even take advantage of ho-ins purity and kindness to make himself feel better ?? but even that's kind of putting it in a malicious light because sunbae has always been caring and gracious of ho-in ?? (in his own seemingly distant (?) kind of way) and IMO, i never saw any .. "romanticism" from sunbae directed towards ho-in. i always thought he just viewed him as a close friend, or even a little brother..
captain of the sunbae defense squad here, once again pulling up to inform y'all to not demonize a character for acting completely rationally despite said actions not furthering the main love story
some of y'all are sooo ugggh in these comments w "ho-in deserves better" (he has a name btw) like ?? sunbae ?? hasn't ever done anything wrong to him lmfao ?? it's not his fault he assumed ho-in was homophobic ?? he started to avoid him when he saw taesoo kiss him ?? so he was right to assume ho-in didn't want to interact w him/was homophobic ?? like some of y'all are soo fucking lame about characters not immediately falling in love with the mc and acting in a way that doesn't further their relationship. it's kind of c r i n g e
like besides the inaccuracies in the portrayal of DID (?), the whole "i had/am having sex with my (surrogate ?) kid" is kind of fucked won't lie. shit is wack.
the art was gorgeous though and some of the panels were legitimately breathtaking.
there was something so deeply unsettling about this. maybe it was the art or the lack of like, yk that sparkly shit in the background or the just straight black and white colors but something was freakin me out
