People with a lot to lose tend to have that much more fear
This part of the chapter says a lot. He'd rather pretend to not remember Tae Kyung and hurt his feelings just to protect him. Even if it meant to torture himself. I feel like we're gonna get that near-death-experience from either of them and they can finally get the happy ending they deserve







Obviously Tae Kyung can't save you cuz none of y'all want to be honest and communicate with each other. This is the peak example of men being men omg I'm so frustrated with all these going back and forth.
Yeah, i once saw this video saying "why is yaoi so toxic?" "Because they are men" it just makes so so much sense, even in fiction men will still lack communication.
No fr cuz just one honest session could've solved a lot of shit