I saw this tiktok video about a comic where there were two guys (one blonde and the other a brunette) and a black haired girl, and the three of them were in a sexual relationship I think, and the girl was pegging the brunette guy.
Please help tiktok deleted the video and I don’t remember the name I need that comic in my life
Could be S Flower
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/s_flowers/
I remember parts of it, so sorry in advance for my sloppy explanation, it's a bl about this boy that has no emotion and this other guy that's a boxer/boxer instructor, who got the boy into fighting since he's really good at it. They start living together, and I have this scene engraved in my head, is the emotionless boy internal thoughts, he sees his younger self in front of a tv I think, and he just seems so sad, and there's this other him that's like "bad" and reminded him of bad parts of his life.
Again, I'm so sorry, I'm rereading what I wrote and it's a huge mess, but if you know the name please let me know, thank you!
But I swear I would never forgive my mother for doing that to me, actually state my boundaries, and if my family won’t respect them I’d disappear for a while. Like what that woman did to him was awful, and he’s in his full right wanting no contact with her and not wanting HIS family to be around her.