So I reread this today and guess who bawled her eyes out and was full of hatred for the adults around my baby Cirrus
Let me vent out my frustrations here:
1. To Cirrus’s dad - Sir I know losing your wife was devastating and that it was hard to raise a child alone but that does not give you the right to wish that your child should have been gone instead of your spouse. I also find it ridiculous that you went so depressed that you neglected your son, only for you to start your weird shenanigans with those weird ass shit women. I hope you and that bitch mother duckin JISU burn in hell for pouring all that stress and trauma to your own child.
2. Chan-il blurting out that Cirrus introduced him to Ri-in - SIR??? You are freakin interested with Ri-in the moment you first saw her and got the audacity to reveal how you get to date her with Skylar as if Cirrus forced yall to meet. YOU WERE INTERESTED IN THE FIRST PLACE AND WAS EVEN HAPPY THAT CIRRUS KNEW RI-IN.
3. To my dearest Skylar - you knew very well how bad it was to be misunderstood yet you chose to believe others instead of believing or even hearing out your partner. I was so disappointed the moment you chose to lie about the convenience store issue to save your butt, tho I'm glad you owned it up in the end. I still love you and Cirrus.
4. To my very special and DEAREST CIRRUS - you do not deserve all that stress and trauma that those freakin adults around you caused. Im so proud of you overcoming that all on your oen after all those years. You never fail to show your love for Skylar even at the very end where you have to swallow your pride just to save the one you loved the most. How I wish I could give you a hug when you were still a child tho I feel that you get all the assurance you need from Skylar now
I just finished the novel (up to side story 1) and boi that was a roller coaster ride! The emotions of Yeowon (uke) was going spiral. He knew the relationship they have was bad but eventually he realized that he cannot live the same anymore and became independent with ceo jang(seme).
Spoiler for what’s to come after the ch 50+
-After uke was found (he escaped, yes) seme brought him to his house and they continued their business there yk. Uke was still resisting here and isnt that dependent to seme. However after having issues with his (uke) mom’s hospitalization (his mom was moved to diff hospi) he req that seme helped him find the new hospital his mom was in and he will behave and stop running away in return.
Spoiler you wouldn’t believe
- ceo jang (seme) eventually became softer towards the end and demands not only the body of yeowon (uke) but also his heart. I guess in his way that’s his so called love (for me iz obsession lol). They live, eat, and sleep together in seme’s house. Seme was also delighted when he realized that uke was jealous when uke speculates that seme was sleeping with other women (seme comes home with rose perfumes coming from him and lipstick stains) however it was explained that he didn’t as he was too busy making money to sustain yeowon’s lifestyle. (I mean he was obviously obsessed only to uke so I let it pass)
- ceo jang was furious with uke escaping and planned to cut uke’s finger off but didn’t do it due to uke crying (guess hes becoming softer here)
- it is implied or mentioned later in the novel that uke killed his abusive father and husband uncle helped him hide evidence thats why he sorta trust his uncle to handle the matters of his mother. However that shit uncle actually plans to betray his nephew and milked him off his money to gamble and enjoy his life (I hate his uncle)
- ceo jang killed uke’s uncle and was almost arrested. Before that happens ceo jang kept yeowon away from him in a diff housing and city. He said hell visit soon but eventually took him long enough that uke realizes how much he needed the seme to basically funtion in life (uke was already dependent to the seme here) (he kept uke away from him to keep him safe)
- side story 1 ended with uke going to college (seme agreed to uke’s req of continuing his studies) ofc they still freaky at this point








Guyss ch 39 is available here for those who cannot wait
Ignite the Dawn by Kingin, Inking https://templetoons.com/comic/ignite-the-dawn
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It’s been 4 days since they uploaded chapter 39 idk why mangago uploader is late
I've been waiting for them to upload on this site so I can read comments about the chapter here
thank youuu <3
this is getting more and more confusing chile idk what im reading anymore
Honestly, same here lol!
Whatever tf is happening man ts so ass atp