This is more fucked up than Killing Stalking.
It has its pros and cons. I’m someone who was able to endure the level of “fucked up” of Killing Stalking. But this is the first time that rape scenes got me uncomfortable to the degree where I literally have to get up and stop reading because it’s sooo fucked up. Top that of with the high level angst. Oh my god so much angst.
I’m staying for the A+ plot and the incredible art. Also, I just wanna stay long enough to see the main characters happy haha
The story’s really good, you can give it a try. My taste may be different from yours. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
the writing is immaculate, you can tell the author really planned out what was going to happen from the beginning, there are scenes foreshadowing the future and past etc. Lee Geom, the MC, is a victim of trafficking, sexual abuse, abuse itself, rape and many other things, in recent chapters, you wouldnt call it ‘rape’ (although i still 100% believe it is as he has to obey no matter what) after going through hell, he now calls himself a prostitute seeing as this is the only option, he tries to make light out of it. One could argue that he is actually doing this by his own will, which is correct, however, if he didnt, and ran away - they would find him and punish him.. severely, he states there is no exist but death itself. - but im telling you, its worth it (unless you have a light stomach/heart). i personally love this manwha, it isnt one of those manwhas with no meaning nor nything correlating w the mc’s point, just rape rape rape/no depth behind it. It’s a beautifully written tragedy, its extremely angsty. Yet, we sympathise with lee geom, reading his thoughts and understanding them, his main reason for trying to pull through after this whole time, understanding his character, the reasons he is doing what he is doing - overall, believe me, its worth it.
spoiler, and if it makes you happy, he will get his revenge on those whom belittled him (hopefully, as thats his main mission after-all, then to reunite with his friends, and finally be in peace.)
Is the seme the ones that puts the MC through the trafficking, sexual abuse etc? I really don't want to waste time on another story where at the end the author give the usual childhood trauma to the seme to make him pitiful and the usual trope where uke finally gets away and only then seme changes and suddenly realise he's in love and then everything is forgiven.
If those things are done by someone who doesn't end up in a relationship with the uke at the end I don't monde though.
okay.. it seems you are just a wee bit confused man - ill simple it out. the guy that put the mc through all that shit, his name is lee reider, hes a white haired man and hes the ceo of CH (i think its called) and lee geom is a director, below him. the male lead however, is lee geoms childhood friend, lim wooyeon. The uke, lee geom, is headstrong, he knows he wont fall for lee reider, he knows exactly what he put him up to. believe me, if he had enough power he wouldve definitely have gotten rid of him already. you neednt worry, the story line isnt like that. There are some scenes where lee geom and reider do have sex, but thats only for reider to fulfil his lust for him. In the past, after lee geom got abducted, only reider was there for him - i wont go into detail with all that unless you do actually read it, but i can assure you the author cant be that cold-blooded to pair up geom w a man whos only taken advantage, lee geom wouoldnt let that happen to himself anyways.
why lee geom, just get tossed to one man and another and let them take advantage of him, why doesn't he fight back, is he weak that those jerks r*pe him everytime, in the latest chapter in raws too, he just let prosecutor do whatever he want without a single fight, why he didn't refuse, does lee geom has feelings for him
why lee geom, just get tossed to one man and another and let them take advantage of him, why doesn't he fight back, is he weak that those jerks r*pe him everytime, in the latest chapter in raws too, he just let prosecutor do whatever he want without a single fight, why he didn't refuse, does lee geom has feelings for him
______so I wanna ask what is it that stops him from doing anything and he just let everything happen to him ?????_______ if you can please explain this, I'd be grateful!!! I have only seen pictures and not read the story, you explained everything well to otherd so I wanted a little help with explanation to mentally prepare myself before starting this story..........*****this is my question, don't know why this site cut my reply****╥﹏╥
hiya!! no worries, i can literally write an essay on this manwha if i wanted too but yeah sure basically, if he dares to fight back he will get punished. this is evident in past chapters where one time, he tries to escape prostitution and goes to a police center to try and report them but the police where in cahoots with the people in charge of lee geom and so he was dragged back and beaten for days without much breaks. Instead of fighting, he tries to pull through, obey the higher-ups every word so that one day, out of nowhere, he can get back at them aka, get his revenge. believe me, im sure he feels hurt everytime he gets taken advantage of like this, but he knows if he does something wrong, he will have a big price to pay. Lee geom is quite strong actually, he had lessons taught to him (at a price, the trainer was a pervert..) so he knows a lot about self defence, he can protect himself. and about your other reply, when the prosecutor did whatever he wanted and how lee geom didnt fight nor refuse. Lee geom does not have any feelings for the prosecutor, think of the prosecutor as another person lee geom just has to manipulate/play around with in order to complete his job that he was given (he works to make scandals). to my understandings of the raws and my rough knowledge w korean, i have two interpretations as to why lee geom gave himself away this easily.
1. he had to finish his ‘debt’ to the prosecutor, and by finishing it, he had sex one last time with him before the prosecutor left the country.
2. the prosecutor was just lusting after him, in the raws he said that he wanted to do it one last time with him, said with greed and lustfulness. he then got out of the car and lee geom said something along the lines of “there are so many CCTV here, are you still willing?” and the prosecutor had said everything had already been leaked, this wouldnt make a difference.
i believe its a mixture between 1. and 2. maybe lee geom let him because of the left-over debt he still had to pay the prosecutor, other than that - we have to wait for the official translations to come out. but yeah, a little prepare w mentality will help if you want to read this story :) make sure you know what you’re getting into, lets just hope author-nim will give us a happy ending. hope this helped!!!
Thankyou so much for explaining!! I was soo confused as to why after being strong, lee geom didn't defend himself by kicking their nuts and just let them use him, by the comments I can get the gist of it being angsty, I also hope for it to have happy ending afterall his suffering, thanks again for taking your time out to explain me, I'm really grateful for your help!!!! (/^▽^)/
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What's interesting is, with Yoon Bum unconscious, how would we know/get to see Sangwoo's reaction? Would we finally get a Sangwoo-centered/Sangwoo POV chapter? Or would we just resume to Bum waking up and continue with him as the narrator?
Crossing my fingers for a Sangwoo POV lol
We have never seen Sangwoo POV but we get too see as the reader's view, if that makes sense. For example when Bum was hiding after Seungbae was caught trying to inspect the house. Sangwoo was furious as he thought Bum has missing. I guess it could be the same on the next chapter.
Dude u just gave me a heart attack ..ch 27!!! I was like WHAT A NEW CHAPTER....delusion anyways u mean ch 26 , and yeah a sangwoo pov would be awesome but i think that wont happen anytime soon... but that would be awsome and i cant wait for the revenge on the uncle...huhu ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Bless you, Koogi. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
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Keep it raining, Koogi!!! So many treats for us this week <3
*praying for a jealous hyunwoo in the following chapters*
What Im predicting is...Hyunwoo will meet this guy at some point, he'll see through him completely and be able to tell he's a total creep that doesn't care about Subin, then he will probably keep trying to tell Subin that the guy is no good and to stay away from him/ try to push them apart. Im not really sure what will happen after that, but Hyunwoo has a serious creepdar and doesn't like sketchy people like this guy, so he will definitely hate the guy if he meets him and look out for Subin. He gives Subin a hard time, but he does care about him. He tolerates so much after all lmao
To me he didn't really come across as creepy? I realize he has some bitchy inner monologues, but i just took those as they are, bitchy inner monologues. I think that he's genuinely interested in Subin, but is unhappy with Subin in certain aspects and voices them aloud in his head on occasion. No one is happy with EVERY single thing about someone else. Personally, i think he's acting all bitchy because he's jealous that even though he took Subin's virginity he's being ignored (as shown in the scene when he's looking for any texts from Subin at work). I honestly think it's a classic case of seme jealousy, not him being a creep. I know that it hasn't been confirmed yet that it was the Hyung he had sex with, but i honestly don't get how people think he had sex with Hyunwoo as he's been holding Subin off for years even going so far as to go off to military service without keeping in contact. Him being in bed with Subin could be explained by the fact that Subin just had sex with the hyung so of course he's naked and maybe hyunwoo sleeps in the nude. Condoms could be from when he slept with someone else another time. The whole scene just seems to handed to you on a silver platter (it highlights that they're in bed naked and shows the condoms to give you the logical thought that they had sex, it's too convenient) for me to just believe it and it's starting to give hints that the partner was the hyung.
I just meant that it felt like he might have ulterior motives because his insults came off as him finding Subin annoying and why would you pursue somebody if you thought they were annoying. But after reading some stuff on the translator's tumblr I don't think he's a creep so my theory is out the window.
Am I the only one (except for Seo-an) who finds Woo-won being a top unbelievably charming? Normally Woo-won has this golden retriever personality, but becomes this insatiable beast for Seo-an during intimate sessions.
I was one of the many who thought Woo-won was gonna top at the beginning. But now (after re-reading everything, and with where the direction of the story is going) I STAN! It has become the perfect dynamic for me!
Also, I love that Woo-won is starting to get greedy. Bless his heart, this man deserves everything good in the world.
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***I was one of the many who thought SEO-AN was gonna top at the beginning.
Typo! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧