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guys please help me find this bl mamga, so it is about an already established adult couple but one person (i don't remember top or bottom i think bottom) have started feeling really insecure about his body in a way tgat it is not girlish/cute looking anymore and his partner might get grossed out holding him because he has gotten taller and masculine than his partner while his partner have mentioned it quite well his cuteness during their high school time
also another one i honestly don't remember anything except that the gay guy is like everything is same after lights are off and trying to have and having sex with women and he first time get with a man he gets really emotional and thinks "oh so thats how a man feels" or smth along these lines
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/neko_x_neko/ for first one (hopefully)
yesss it is thank you
Guys please recommend me a bl where ml is only pretending to be in love with mc, it could be for his own benefit or for revenge or for any other reason, but he slowly falls in love, the mc finds out and it have a chasing arc. I know it's kinda specific (please don't mention negative love ,between the lines or 99.99% Lovers I've read those )
Thanks
This is so damn specific hahaahaha, i love it
i used be biggest he tian's shooter but nowadays i need to him to die like you should be begging 9n your knees what are you doing by acting playful around little mo. my mo is so nice he deserves better /hj
Right. Now they are adults but He Tian still acts childish, obsessive and is a push over. It used to be quirky but now it became so in your face annoying because he actively avoids having serious conversations and doesn't take Mos feelings seriously. It doesn't help his case that Mo has went through so much character development and is way more mature than him now
Ngl, I think he just really doesn't wanna talk about what he went through while he dissapeared. You see even in his middle school days, he hides behind a facade of playfulness when serious shit is going on in the background. I think most of the stuff he does in these last handful of chapters is just his way of showing how much he missed Mo. He doesn't wanna talk about the serious shit, he just wants to hug and kiss all over his man he aint seen in years
I understand that aspect and I agree to a point with your observation. But in the end, he doesn't have to talk about it. He can tell Mo that he had a difficult time and is not ready to have that conversation yet. By doing so, he at least acknowledges Mos feelings without forcing himself to share more than he's ready to. This is what I'm missing here. Being transparent doesn't necessarily mean going out of your comfort zone. Also personally I dislike that he hasn't changed one bit since being a teenager (accept being physically violent... But I think that was a prototype for his early character design)
Fair enough, I believe in the creator's writing, I believe in her!!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧