It's been quite a while so I get why people are confused but it was implied in early chapters that Sui had feelings for Fred. She said something along the lines ‘I must hide away this feelings’ and such when Serena and Fred were still ‘lovers’. She would often blush when Fred talked to her.
The last part of the chapter about fl thoughts was definitely made for people who watched their person falling out of love with them. Nothing to hold on to yet those glimpse of the good days felt like the miracle thread that would make things go back to the way they once were. Then you finally accepted the truth just to start believing that everyone would be the same with you. You start to question every new persons’ intentions and at the some point you’ll put yourself first and accept endings, sometimes even prepare for the ones that just started.
Yes and I'm one of them (︶︿︶)＝凸
Yes!!! This is the type of pain that sticks with you and I can imagine that it is so hard to be vulnerable in another relationship. Yo, I would go as far as to say that it's really traumatic to watch your person slowly start to fall out of love with u. Stop treating you with love and give you the cold shoulder. Damn...I hope that the FL blossoms
Please tell me there’s an uncensored versioncos where’s the nipple and pussy plus even a light saber ver. would be enough
Its always the self righteous unwanted pest trying to meddle.
I don't even want to call her self righteous she's just jealous that this older woman is getting attention that she believes she doesn't deserve more than say herself
right lol like she has a crush on the dude or thinks she’s owed his attraction more cause she’s younger?? jealous is an ugly look on insecure people
Their skin be looking extra clear and glowy especially the ml. Like all that punishment must be good for skin
How long is this going to take!! Need at least 5 chapters at once.
Some characters’ features look so alike to me, I’m struggling to differentiate between them at times
Is it my eyes or did the art change?
Could be the hair down??
Nah, I was thinking that too. The art is different. Maybe someone subbed in for the usual artist
Yess i feel it too, there are small changes like less detailed or things like that ig
Am I crazy or is this not as bad as some of the comments are making it seem. The whore comment I don’t agree with for sure, but the rest?! His whole purpose is to get the key and open the locker, not be smush and about with the mc all the time and he didn’t mistreat her either. The fl lead grew up staying quiet and so she’s quiet. I don’t think that necessarily makes her weak, she does what she wants to do anyway. And someone said SA??Where?? I went in thinking all I’ll get is trash but it has enough plot that its quite enjoyable. The plot is just starting, especially between them. Isn’t it too soon to judge.
this sex scene is sa tho, she said it hurts and he told her to endure it, thats so sad imgine your first time being like that. The whole scene looked painful to me nglll he was giving her zero respect as well like bro gtfo im so mad she deserves sm better
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Have you never read smut before? "Endure it" he says while making sure she was wet enough for it. He's just big dicked.
Idk if you've ever fucked someone with a big dick, but "endure it" whispered is actually pretty hot and is NOT an indication of rape btws.
If he had said "I don't care how you feel, don't move" then maybe I'd agree with you.
She consented, at multiple moments.
And I hate to pull this card, but as someone who has ACTUALLY been raped, STOP WATERING DOWN SA !! This is a FICTIONAL STORY where we see them discussing consent multiple times.
This is also FANTASY and no real people are being hurt. She's not even being hurt here.
Sexual tension is not painful
I dont disagree with any of this but its pretty heavily implied that she's a virgin. Saying 'endure it' to someone inexperienced cant be hot because they have no concept of what to endure. ml is a dickhead and shes stubborn so it is what it is but that's still gotta be incredibly painful
She never told him to stop and could have easily walked out. I doubt he would have continued further if she said she doesn’t want it. That is absolutely no SA, and this word being thrown around carelessly is not okay. Calling him rough is more accurate, like if she struggled or say no or showed even a hint of dislike I would 100% agree with you but I don’t as of now.
She may be a virgin but she never said anything about it being painful or having any trouble or reservations.
Being a virgin doesn't automatically mean sex will be painful too.
It's a new experience sure, but he's made sure she was wet and ready the last 2 chapters.
It may be a shock but not a painful one.
The vagina can stretch as wide as a watermelon to give birth. She can handle a big dick, especially since he's made sure that she is ready.
And all of that still doesn't make this SA.
It is incredibly concerning how casually people are throwing around that term.
Rape is serious as fuck and a fictional character having her first time with a dude that's an asshole still doesn't make it rape.
I feel like sa gets overlooked a lot especially in these types of stories, its not really about reading a lot of smut. Shes a virgin and she’s in pain, she’s crying and telling him it hurts, he said he wouldn’t stop because the lust is taking over him. It s a bit upsetting that you only see sa if they explicitly say things, also you can’t just validate your argument because youve been a victim and act like others haven’t experienced sa, you’re invalidating my experience and everyone elses as sa victims, not everyone experiences sa the same way. The sexual test is painful, he didn’t loosen her or make her comfortable, he kept on forcing it on her.
heyyy, I just want to point out that situations like these can be very stressful and confusing, she seemed scared and was really trying her best to stay there, he was lowkey also dominating her and manhandling her, I don't think she could’ve walked out especially since she walked in with the intention of making sure she didn’t get kicked out, if you get what I mean.
I guess I see why you wouldn’t see it as sa, but personally I feel like her telling him it hurts is an indication that she doesn’t really want to do it, and him still going in without making sure she wouldn’t get hurt, instead he’s causing her distress, it’s like kind of painful.
I also want to put out that the consent isn’t really there, and consent can always get taken back. But thats just how I see it, I hope I didn’t upset you or anything.
This is a really weird thing to say, you’re focusing on whether she can physically ‘handle a big dick’ rather than the fact that she’s distressed and being told to endure the pain. You can argue about whether the fictional scene meets a particular legal definition of rape, but dismissing the concern by explaining how much her vagina can stretch is a very strange way to defend the scene. Im also gonna block you because this is one hell of a misogynistic way to portray a woman’s experience… I get you’re a victim, and im sorry you had to go through that, no one does but you should probably get off the app and reflect on your words:(
I’m not upset at all. Its good to see a different take on this. While I can’t speak for the upcoming chapters since I haven’t read the novel(if there’s one), insofar as we’ve seen I still stand on my viewpoint.
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The fact you didn't seem to understand what I'm saying so badly you think I'm being a misogynist is so fucking wild holy shit.
My point was that she is not in pain, she has given consent at multiple times and he's done a lot to make sure her body is ready and that she won't have discomfort.
She is not "in distress" she is blushing and based off her body language and words she is not in pain.
I explained how bodies can handle stuff to show that if she was hurting there would be blood or more visible discomfort.
But she's not having that.
I used my personal experience as a way to say "calling a fictional scenario rape bc it bothers You is watering down what SA is and I'm real sick of people online calling everything they read rape"
This is a smut series called "the CRUELTY of atonement" if you got this far thinking he'd immediately become this big green flag puppy dog then you're reading the wrong stuff.
You don't like it? DONT READ IT
Stop trying to change a story completely bc it makes you uncomfortable.
There are plenty of us that read this, know it's fantasy and understand this isn't rape.
She consented for multiple chapters.
You are now denying her autonomy by insisting she's in so much pain it has to be rape.
She's an adult woman capable of making her own decisions.
If you want a smut series where they have an entire"do you like xyz" conversation, there Are series like that for you!!
But some of us enjoy a smut series with angst and tension with a little rough sex.
There is nothing wrong about that.
This isn't real. And it's not sa
1. You need to get therapy
2. She very clearly states that it hurts at least twice and after he enters her you can see the pain in her expression (shes not blushing because she feels good, people also turn red when dealing with stressful or strenuous situations)
3. Just because its fantasy doesnt make it not rape. She's under the belief that if she doesnt have sex with him, then she will be sent away. That's consent under duress/manipulation, which is can be considered rape.
4. Your personal experience doesnt justify your shitty opinion, nor does addressing what a woman's body is capable of. Have you never stretched a body part further than what youre used to? Try to do a split and have someone push down on your shoulders and let me know how well you endure that pain.
I'm a wheelchair user lol. I'm in pain 24/7.
I wear 5 different braces daily. Today I could barely walk. My hips pop out of their sockets constantly. Eventually I won't be able to at all.
Thanks for reminding me of that.
Maybe don't assume everyone is able bodied before making a pain comment.
She consented at every moment here. Being shy during your first time is not the same as revoking consent and being in pain.
Also the splits are not the same as sex. You must be 12 or a virgin if you think that is comparable.
The vagina is meant to handle childbirth by stretching. So yes a big dick may be uncomfortable but that doesn't make it painful. And a virgin would make that mistake in language to describe what she is feeling.
But she is not bleeding, he isn't hitting her and he is being considerate of her body at many times.
Y'all care more about rape of people who don't even exist than you do real victims. That was my point. The fact you throw my experience in my face so quickly... My REAL RAPE
To defend a FICTIONAL PERSON is exactly why y'all should stop throwing around SA so much. It's revolting truly.
The one needing therapy here is not me.
Nobody is using your situation for any reason other than yourself trying to defend your shitty way of thinking. Atp I can only assume you have no sense of empathy or sympathy at all. Even if it is fictional. Virgins absolutely experience pain during penetration, regardless of how well prepared they are, because it is still a muscle being stretched in a way that it has never been stretched before. That is the purpose of my example. Im failing to believe anything you say now, because it seems like you have an extreme excuse to justify your shitty ass opinions. Just own up to the fact that you have a terrible way of seeing things outside of yourself.
*discomfort maybe. But your first time should never hurt. If it does it means you're not wet enough. She is very obviously wet enough.
Being nervous during the first time doesn't mean it's painful.
As someone with decades of sexual experiences and has done much research into the body and sex, your Are wrong.
A muscle stretching isn't going to be painful unless you are doing it wrong.
As someone with years of debilitating chronic pain I'd say I'm an expert on that subject.
The vagina muscles sole purpose is to stretch.
Sex, especially the first time should never hurt.
I think it's pretty ridiculous that you're this angry over a Fictional scenario that you would mock a rape victim and a disabled person just bc they're not screaming "rape" like you are.
That's the definition of no empathy.
If you think this is so bad, call the cops lol.
The fact you have no argument other than insults tells a lot.
Just own up to the fact you can't accept that people will have a different opinion than you.
Especially over something that isn't real.
I'll keep my empathy for Real victims of rape.
Good luck taking care of your drawings.
She is SAYING it hurts. Regardless if it does or not she is communicating something to him that suggests he should pause and check in with her NOT tell her to endure.
Yes I agree with you she was in pain so much and it's her first time. Well ml is experienced and his behaviour is disgusting treating fl like some toy. And he called her whore for a virgin fl it is extremely feel like insulting.
Very weird way to support the asshole ml. Fl is in pain and it's her first time surely it will hurt like hell you are just making excuse to defend your handsome ml. Always people say this is fictional it won't happen in real life but it happens in real life men don't care about women pain and they just think women are toys either it's fictional or real life men in both are horrible.