I'm glad he acknowledges Taka has overcome this "dark" version of himself/side and he would feel terrible to tell him just do whatever you want with me because he was normal and happy. I think uhh maybe THERAPY? PSYCHOLOGIST? VISIT A PSYCH??? HELLO?
It's not that he wants to bring pleasure to Yu and wreck him at that point he wants to HURT HIM. That's not kinky bdsm anymore that's just DANGEROUS. I feel like he has some sociopathic tendencies and I believe it's because of his mother and his REALLY HARD and TRAUMATIC childhood. We're BARELY scratching the surface of what Taka possibly went through. I'm not excusing his actions, never and he's been held accountable by Yu and I respect Yu's decision to forgive him and such, but it simply EXPLAINS the reason as to WHY he is the way he is. Yu was scared by him :(( in that instance where he was looking at him like nothing like prey. An object. His possession. And he himself feels bad about those urges and INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS he has about hurting and breaking Yu. I just hope he can get some fucking therapy and psychological help and if Yu can and wants to, stay by his side and support him.
But I was still nervous and shedding some tears THE FUCKING HEART ASS THING LMAO They really find a way to ruin all seriousness in the series. Also ayo??? Floyd BLUSHING because of the Queen
Just real men. From frenemies comrades to lovers. Loved it sm ! Rugis has a gap moe ehehe I can tell why the bear fell in love lol
So glad they communicated about their feelings. Eunho was vulnerable and Jaewon realized "ah.. what I'm doing is wrong. I'm a piece of scum worse than trash" which real. He has a sadist fetish, he likes to tease Eunho and has been part of the people in Eunho's life that takes advantage of him. But Eunho doesn't care. He has his own trauma but he is an ADULT MAN and he knows who takes advantage of him, who doesn't and who likes him and who doesn't. He's well aware Jaewon has no sorts of romantic feelings like he does ( FOR NOW !!!). He has been well aware Jaewon has been teasing and taking advantage of him. Now that Jaewon went out of his way to protect Eunho from those around him (despite knowing he's a hypocrite who's ALSO hurting Eunho) things will start to change and they'll become closer. One thing I love about this is that their characters are so profoundly HUMAN. They know they are flawed themselves. They know what's holding them back from being free/happy or about what trauma they suffers. They acknowledged if they're trash or a crybaby easy for people to prey upon. I love that. I am happy they can acknowledge their MISTAKES. Because how come fictional characters can do that and people IN REAL LIFE fail to do so? Really cool series.
The art style is so good. It's disappointing that there's so much SA in the story.
THE ANGST IS REAL. THE SLOW BURN IS BURNING (me it's burning me ALIVE) CAN SOMEONE REMIND ME IF THERE WAS A TRAGEDY TAG?
I've seen a lot of hypocrites here picking and choosing their situation when BOTH are in the wrong here, Seo An never talking with time and assuming that Wonwoo would leave everything behind (probably because Seo An doesn't have family or anyone besides Wonwoo so he doesn't have anything keeping him in Korea which I understand, it explains his thought process because he's never been treated kindly by family and doesn't have any like Wonwoo) and Wonwoo is being both stubborn and foolish he keeps letting people walk over him and when he's presented in a situation that requires conversation and expressing feelings he runs away. He's immature he's young. I'm glad he could acknowledge though having a conversation while emotions are high usually don't work out well so stop, take a deep breath and talk later. Granted Seo An is a dominant confrontational person while Wonwoo isn't so it's a bad match for an argument it can come off as him being selfish and egoistical but I don't think he has bad intentions. Their nature's clash and they're not communicating properly. Hopefully they can soon have a honest conversation. And Wonwoo should STOP HARBORING SECRETS DON'T TRY TO CARRY THE WORLD ON YOUR SHOULDERS. For a person raised with at least ONE loving supportive parent (Seo An cannot relate) you'd think he'd at least have time to show emotional vulnerability at least once in a while when with someone he shares a special connection with but he sucks at that. Let others help you. Humans are NOT solitary creatures. You cannot do everything alone.
Foul. “Seo an cannot relate” (insert laughing emoji)
Seo An was born into a dog eat dog world/family he's never had parental love or affection growing up and everyone always wanted something out of him he never had someone approach him for him and not his assets so I understand why he shows obvious symptoms of mental illness I would have gone mad YEARS AGO if I was him
Nah I get him, mental health ain’t a joke. Look how shitty he can be, that’s one sign. His family sucks the most though
It’s 99% always the parents
His family is INSANE and manipulative as hell we only got one peek at them but it's been his WHOLE life. Crazy. He can be selfish but it's human and at least he does realize and acknowledge "oh I fucked up" and he tries to communicate although he doesn't sugar coat things/uses soft kind gentle words when doing so while Wonwoo just runs away he has a lot of emotions pent up I think we'll see explode later in the story maybe and it's gonna be BAD like DECADES worth of emotions. It's gonna either break him or make him.
THIS IS A COMEDY NOT A BL WTF HHAHAHAHAH