I don't understand the complaining. The story is pretty good. Not the best I've read but it's enjoyable to read and not have to overly focus/wreck my mind hyper analyzing the characters. People need to chill. Second the translation gets better, for anyone put off by the early chapters being.. hard to get through (understatement). Please give it a try, future readers !!
It's not that he wants to bring pleasure to Yu and wreck him at that point he wants to HURT HIM. That's not kinky bdsm anymore that's just DANGEROUS. I feel like he has some sociopathic tendencies and I believe it's because of his mother and his REALLY HARD and TRAUMATIC childhood. We're BARELY scratching the surface of what Taka possibly went through. I'm not excusing his actions, never and he's been held accountable by Yu and I respect Yu's decision to forgive him and such, but it simply EXPLAINS the reason as to WHY he is the way he is. Yu was scared by him :(( in that instance where he was looking at him like nothing like prey. An object. His possession. And he himself feels bad about those urges and INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS he has about hurting and breaking Yu. I just hope he can get some fucking therapy and psychological help and if Yu can and wants to, stay by his side and support him.
So glad they communicated about their feelings. Eunho was vulnerable and Jaewon realized "ah.. what I'm doing is wrong. I'm a piece of scum worse than trash" which real. He has a sadist fetish, he likes to tease Eunho and has been part of the people in Eunho's life that takes advantage of him. But Eunho doesn't care. He has his own trauma but he is an ADULT MAN and he knows who takes advantage of him, who doesn't and who likes him and who doesn't. He's well aware Jaewon has no sorts of romantic feelings like he does ( FOR NOW !!!). He has been well aware Jaewon has been teasing and taking advantage of him. Now that Jaewon went out of his way to protect Eunho from those around him (despite knowing he's a hypocrite who's ALSO hurting Eunho) things will start to change and they'll become closer. One thing I love about this is that their characters are so profoundly HUMAN. They know they are flawed themselves. They know what's holding them back from being free/happy or about what trauma they suffers. They acknowledged if they're trash or a crybaby easy for people to prey upon. I love that. I am happy they can acknowledge their MISTAKES. Because how come fictional characters can do that and people IN REAL LIFE fail to do so? Really cool series.
IT'S ON SIGHT NEXT TIME BITCHHHHHHHH