Okay, i know blondie had things to take care of (royal power affairs & stuff), sending his “beloved” away might have been the safest option.
But if i were “beloved”, i’d definitely put blondie through a whole redemption/chasing arc & yearning era for booting my ass out of his castle without any communication (even a fake reason would do) & keeping me wondering for all those years, not to mention the humiliation & judgements from others.
I want to see that man yearn & beg to earn his “beloved’s” affection all over again.
Imo, it’s just fiction so a bit of toxicity, obsession & jealousy spices up the plots. For entertainment & diversity of storylines — this is the most justified reasoning I can could think of, BUT, let’s make it clear that all this shouldn’t apply for real life.
Now ML impregnating MC is quite a stretch, leaves a bad taste for me. However, it does give the story a twist & an opportunity for a good intense chasing/remdeption arc tbh. If only the author spinned it right which they haven’t to this point, MC just kinds of puts up with it given the power imbalance circumstance … I’d like to see MC challenges ML’s authority & conscience, makes him regret everything he did to MC (character development), makes him yearn & have to work hard to earn back MC’s trust (redemption)…etc.
I want Kay to be the Duke’s downfall/karma, brings him to his knees
I do think ML does have feelings for MC, but so far it’s still quite surface-leveled, stopping at obsessiveness & possesiveness. I like to believe there’s more to be unpacked, because the Duke does show many moments where he softens when it comes to Kay (a peculiar man with power wouldn’t soften over just anyone unless they actually have feelings for that person imo).
I stumbled across this 6-7 years ago when I just started out with BL. Old yaoi has an unexplainable kind of depth.
I haven’t been able to move / forget this one & I refuse to. I’ll keep coming back to check on it until the very end.
I agree with you. After digesting so many new/modern ones, many are great but so many are really not well-plotted / shallow / rushed / mediocre. I’m now looking for BL pieces with more depth in them.
Old yaoi usually have a lot more emotions being delivered into them , actual storylines and their aura is so real.
Am I the only one who feels like Ilwoo is lowkey from a rich background? Like he ran away due to some family issues, ended up being scammed & has to live the way he is right now.
Phew, i’m glad we feel the same. It’s in the details for me, he’s so clueless & isn’t practical (doesn’t cook & literally eats instant noodles everyday, seems like he isn’t used to cooking). If he came from a rough background you’d think he’d be more used to finding a job & cooks at home to save money.
It seems like he ran away with some money & planned to live off of it until he finishes school & starts a career once he’s grownup.
Right? I forgot he said he was only there for a while, you’re good with details! I guess our theory is very possible. But if not, it’s not a big deal. Let’s see if we guessed it right. I really can’t wait, this author is so good with her plots and the angst is so worth it. I think this one we’ll get more smut than author’s previous work which is a bonus.










If only Subin could turn the tables and snatch Junghoon away from Hyungjae… I feel like Subin is a very capable character with potential and background to be developed further according to the side chapters showing Subin having feelings + loyalty for Junghoon, this could’ve added more depth and plot twists to the entire storyline. Subin has good intuition & is often aware of the surrounding politics, he’s also not too emotionally eager like both Junghoon and Hyunjae. Subin x Junghoon would’ve been a good & intense slow burn. The suspension comes from Subin struggling between remaining loyal and staying by Junghoon’s side as support, or trying to win Junghoon’s heart so he can be closer to him and protect him even more.
It would also serve as karma for Hyunjae for his despicable behavior—having to watch the person he has always been obsessed with fall into someone else’s hands.
Junghoon would truly be protected and well- supported by Subin. Together they can gain more leverage & power in the gangster world, and become a badass sidekick-lover duo.
Letting Hyungjae have everything makes the storyline feel a bit flat to me. It would feel more meaningful if Subin overcame all the obstacles and dirty schemes for Junghoon, and Junghoon—after enduring everything Hyunjae put him through—became clear-headed and realized Subin’s love, loyalty, and devotion (instead of being a push-over and manipulated by Hyunjae).
Well said, and even from the last of MC we see that he have regretted his decision as well as excepted his fate for not trusting him and slowly waiting for his death. I really feel bad for both of them, Atleast Subin should get a last chance to talk to him