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Xiajun May 15, 2026 1:37 am

idk where else i could share this. i did questionable things and i feel karma just hit me in my face but its so hard to accept things. i am in love with a man who has a gf. he cheated on her with me, see i wont defend myself but as to why i did it with him is cuz i genuinely believed he also loved me and he would leave her. he said being with her was a mistake and he had always ever loved me. why did i believe him. i never knew his gf so i didnt even think how unfair it was to her. he always told me how toxic she was and how theyre just about to break up. anyways i knew him before he started dating the girl and got distanced due to friends group drama. i drunk called and confessed to him and he said he always loved me and i believed him and then got involved with him. my life was going downhill at that time and i overly relied on him. idk what happened he suddenly flipped one day, started treating me badly. he said he doesnt want to leave his gf and i was hurt but tried to be ok with him but he reached out to me again and i was too much in love. um i recently turned 20 and i was always a virgin. not that i never was in a relationship before, but i never went to that stage. idk why i couldnt say no, i was so desperate for him to choose me, so i lost my virginity to him. he ghosted me and i felt hopeless, got depressed and cried all day long. i stopped going to classes and everything. we got into a fight and he blocked me from everywhere. its been months and im still unable to move on. a part of me feels it was deserved, but it just hurts so much... so um how do i move on...i know i did shitty things but i hope i can get genuine advice

    Hime-chan May 15, 2026 1:48 am

    I like to believe that anything that happens to me, however bad it is, is always the best case scenario. And that any other alternative would've been worse, especially in the long run.
    Maybe him leaving you is what's best for you.

    fushiguro99 May 15, 2026 1:56 am

    not sure if you’ll find this useful but -


    it is probably his own guilt that caused him to suddenly distance you, and/or he was trying to get into your pants and once he achieved that, he left and good riddance
    it is not your fault, nor is there anything wrong with you nor was there anything you could’ve done to stop this, it had to happen
    i think decentering men and male relationships for a while till you feel you are in a better mental space is really important
    when u are vulnerable, thats when they try to leech onto u the most and they leave u more drained than they found u (forgive me for my harsh words)
    you are much much younger than u realize, with time this thing that happened to u will fade, the memories will be replaced, u WILL move on. but be patient and take it day by day. at some point u will look back and you’ll already be over it
    surround urself with friends, family, find something to focus on, u mentioned classes so i assume ur in uni, focus on passing your semester/year, dont sacrifice ur life for a man much less a man who took advantage of not only u but also that other girl, he doesn’t deserve u

    im sorry that u had to go through this, its horrible and i can promise u this feeling will pass and u will get better *hugs*

    miu May 15, 2026 2:09 am

    If he really loved you like he said, he would've broken up with his girlfriend the minute you confessed. He wouldn't have put you through any guilt or immoral behaviour. That being said, it's good you recognize that what you did was wrong. You're only twenty so you're still very young and there are lots of things for you to experience down the road. This is just a random scene in your book, but make sure not to repeat the same mistake because you're not only hurting yourself here. There are other people being directly affected by your actions.

    Just remember that if someone truly loves you, they would treasure you. You probably already know what that guy was after when he told you all those things, anyway, so there's no need for us to say it. Instead of constantly thinking about him, start working on yourself. Distraction is the best copium, after all. Find something that will become part of your daily routine. Work out (highly recommended), implement a good diet plan, go outside and hang out with friends, learn a new skill, etc. and just focus on it.

    There are lots of things for you to do. Just remember not to come back to that guy if he ever tries to get with you again. He doesn't love you. Don't make him think you're easy and put that man in his place.

Xiajun October 19, 2025 6:29 pm

yaois or shounen ais where the mc and ml really really hates each other or maybe one of them(better if its angst)

Xiajun July 26, 2024 8:53 pm

yall help me reccommend BLs written by men. by that i mean both the men are men, with actual plots. mainly no childlike or girl like bottom dudes whose thoughts are soo naive or revolve around liking the top, just a normal dude having normal male thoughts

    Shog July 26, 2024 9:02 pm

    Here U Are is written by a man its rly good btw.

    Tch July 26, 2024 9:31 pm

    Not sure if it's what you're looking for and it's pretty fucked up but it is written by a man

    Acid town

    HollowBrat July 26, 2024 10:01 pm

    Bara is made by gay men for gay men

    Chief July 26, 2024 10:12 pm

    Until I meet my husband - which depicts the authors real life romance
    Liang Azha has written a few manhua, he's a man and he's pretty good looking too lol

    Xiajun July 27, 2024 9:05 am
    Until I meet my husband - which depicts the authors real life romanceLiang Azha has written a few manhua, he's a man and he's pretty good looking too lol Chief

    i read that one. it was realistic and great

    Xiajun July 27, 2024 9:05 am
    Not sure if it's what you're looking for and it's pretty fucked up but it is written by a manAcid town Tch

    tyyy

    Xiajun July 27, 2024 9:05 am
    Here U Are is written by a man its rly good btw. Shog

    tysmm

    Xiajun July 27, 2024 9:07 am
    Bara is made by gay men for gay men HollowBrat

    to be fair that genre only has oneshots or just smuts so i dont read those

Xiajun June 21, 2024 5:52 am

Thriller/horror bl recs anyone? Toxic is fine but pls not wattpad level cringe

    ladyyaz June 21, 2024 6:25 am

    Warehouse
    Murderer Llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation
    Black mirror
    Interview with a murderer
    Blind play
    Kansai Jin to Hukumen Satsujinki
    Sheep’s mask
    The summer hikaru died
    Sleeping dead

Xiajun May 13, 2024 5:01 am

Someone please rec something similar to the world's best engineer

Xiajun April 15, 2024 10:32 am

Am i the only one who found after so many years that the rice cake icon of mangago jumps and changes expression when you click it

    kuriss April 15, 2024 10:50 am

    I just tried it and it actually did ! Its so cute

    Fogs April 15, 2024 11:19 am

    I found out years ago but its a cute Easter egg

Xiajun March 13, 2024 4:44 pm

Threesomes or love triangles with two ukes? I'm tired of the multiple top tropes

    Mioro March 13, 2024 4:51 pm

    https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/we_want_to_service_idolish7_dj/
    Other than this I can tell you a few with uke-seke-seme if you're interested

    poppin ballon March 13, 2024 5:40 pm
    https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/we_want_to_service_idolish7_dj/Other than this I can tell you a few with uke-seke-seme if you're interested Mioro

    Wow do you have a list?

    Xiajun March 13, 2024 11:18 pm
    https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/we_want_to_service_idolish7_dj/Other than this I can tell you a few with uke-seke-seme if you're interested Mioro

    Tysmm(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Xiajun February 7, 2024 4:09 pm

any manhwa/manga similar to "Efforts never betray" it made me cry so much, i need more like it

Xiajun January 30, 2024 11:52 pm

Any stories where seme tries to make uke fall in love with him and want to break his heart for revenge? Kinda wanna read something like that -,-

Bw it can be fluff angst anything

Xiajun December 25, 2023 5:57 pm

some bl with a good plot(other than romance ik sounds contradicting but yea and preferably shounen ai)

    Myllie1 December 25, 2023 6:43 pm

    I like this list a lot, many of these are super worth it and the very first 2 don't even feel like BLs
    Also recommend sweetie sweetie sweetie, Smyrna & Capri (yaoi tho) and roses and champagne (yaoi but if I remember correct it takes a while for them to do the deed)
    https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1665279/

    Xiajun December 25, 2023 10:29 pm
    I like this list a lot, many of these are super worth it and the very first 2 don't even feel like BLsAlso recommend sweetie sweetie sweetie, Smyrna & Capri (yaoi tho) and roses and champagne (yaoi but if I... Myllie1

    tyysmm

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