I forgot the name. It starts with a celebrity at a fancy event, he goes to the bathroom and finds one of the waitstaff is fucking someone (a random celebrity from the event) in one of the stalls. Turns out the staff guy is someone he knows from his childhood? The celebrity (blonde guy) is the top and the waitstaff temp guys (brown hair) is the bottom. I belive its a korean manga.
Wow. The first couple of chapters made me think it was a typical yaoi goon fest but now its 2am and I'm crying because of the void that my parents left in me. Knowing that I truly have no family who will understand me but myself rn and that I might never be able to. Reading this made me so jealous of them. Its hurts.