I hate second ML so much. I feel like him kissing MC was his way of demanding the Mc to notice him which is exactly what he’s been doing this entire time. Plus he’s always doing it under the influence like he doesn’t even have the balls to approach Mc sober. Even when they first met I’m pretty sure he had at least one drink.
There is not misunderstandings nor miscommunications. They have to talk about it in order for it to be said thing. It’s literally his insecurities and his fears over ruling his rational thoughts. You might have been able to argue the opposite before he lost his memories but not this time considering they’re deliberately keeping things from each other.
He’s fearing he will hurt him so he’s keeping his distance. PLEASE JUST READ THE DAMN STORY YOU CAN SEE ITS NOT MIS- ANYTHING.
No hate I know he means well I just don’t like the way he keeps approaching the MC. He appears around the MC and acts as if he knows him well all because he knows ONE secret. I also don’t like how he inserts himself. Again I know he means well it’s just he’s doing too much.
That's how I feel too. When he first appeared, I thought he'd definitely be that second lead I'd support, but maybe it's because of the author's delivery? I don't like him as much I thought I would. He's better than the main lead because he cares and he's thoughtful, but at the same time his relationship progression with MC seems unnatural ...
Yesss I think the reason why I feel this way is because he’s kinda acting like an ex that was wronged or as if he’s the ML. Like his actions would make a lot more sense if he were the main love interest especially the asking him why he wasn’t texting him back while obviously drunk.
HE ACTS AS IF THE MC OWE HIM SOMETHING (just came to that conclusion)
This is clearly some type of sensory deprivation and training. Not only is he using a sound machine but also a bell. He’s making it seem like days are going by, by letting him “sleep” and “wake up” in intervals so when they’re out of the Cabin he’s bed trained on when to sleep. Also not sure where the dog sound comes to play tho.
I don’t think the dog sound is real. I think it’s his trauma. As someone with ptsd, I hear birds chirping when I feel uncomfortable in sex. It was hard to get used to them again so I used to wear ear plugs to sleep so I didn’t hear them. I’m fine listening to bird song in the morning but ptsd does wild stuff to your senses.










Can we just take a moment to acknowledge how amazing the writing is? Like fuck.
He genuinely doesn’t hate Cheol. He wantrd him so badly to go after him, to just apologize so he can get over it and move on WITH him. It didn’t matter that his father, mother nor brother hated him or treated him badly. He barely cared if they knew he was gay. What he cared about was being outed then being forced to sit in what that meant for him ALONE.
So instead of actually healing and sitting with the fact that he’s gay and acknowledging it he resisted it. As a way to throw away Cheol so he wouldn’t have to deal with it. But it turned from anger, to fear and then he used his small amount of anger he felt toward him and used it to hide his fear.
All while yearning for his man back. He ruined his life, started drinking, smoking, gambling, dropped out of college (now I’m speculating) all because he wanted Cheol to come and apologize, take responsibility and love him again all while fearing exactly that.
Internalized homophobia mixed with abused is a BITCH.
I do agree with you, but is this really about Cheol or minyoung
I think they meant to say Minyeong.
I meant Minyeong I got too excited while typing this.