Jevelle

I love Kim Suho with every fibre of my being and I wish him eternal happiness. What a fucking badass who grew past his cowardice stemming from his unfair failures, found his purpose, cares about those around him, stays true to his self-awareness. I am so fucking invested in him and I wish to heaven and back that there was a physical localisation release of his books here so that I could keep them.

Fuck that guy’s true colour poison BS is right. He may be greedy for money, but they had the fatal mistake of thinking that’s what he treasures most. The man who cried over his original parents and also cares for Lloyd’s ones. Who is working so hard to keep all the lives he changed remain. That’s him.

Sexy art and consent aside, i am jumping out at chapter 19 to say the more I read, the more pissed I am getting at this girl’s lack of sexual knowledge. Really, what the HELL is she doing? Is there no Sex Ed in her underworld? She has so much riding on getting rid of her virginity. She has her own life, her familiar’s life, the Queen or Mother of all the Cubuses personally sent an attendant to look out for her because she got worried that she is LITERALLY NOT FEEDING HERSELF.

EVERYTHING AND ALMOST EVERYONE AROUND HER IS TELLING HER TO PLEASE TAKE THE EFFORT TO SURVIVE AND GET LAID ALREADY.

And yet she is confused about pleasure, has no idea how sexual biology works and is WAY too insecure, dense and nervous not just about sexual acts, but apparently also intimate relationships. Why is she getting a HUMAN to teach her? What about all the incubuses and succubuses at her homeworld. She is meant to be posing as a mature working ADULT. Whoever was teaching and raising her clearly did not do a good job and should be heavily reprimanded and not allowed to raise another -cubus.