I just read really cute love story, only fluff. And now I’m thinking and I realised that I don’t feel the desire to love anyone romantically. Idk made me kinda sad, like I have already noticed but I’ve always been avoiding any interactions that could lead to a development of romantic stuff. Like idk, I know it’s not super uncommon, no one’s forcing me to find a lover or whatever (they want grandkids- they not getting them tho lol). Anyway was thinking if it will pass or am I aromantic or what idk. Im kinda sad, cause I like humans - weird ik, but I don’t want anything deeper with anyone, or maybe ima just scared idkkkkk, life is so weird ╥﹏╥
Guys I just realised with the disappearance of reading lists and whole chaos how I’ve been quitting so many stories, and how I only really like few of em. Im not generalising or anything, but there is so much non-consensual shit in em, and it’s often just brushed off. And like I genuinely don’t enjoy it, so I just don’t read, but in a lot of series that I really like, suddenly out of nowhere is some occurrence of grape, SA. And I know authors always used it, but why is there so much of it, not saying it’s everywhere, as this is my experience, but I’m just so annoyed that rape is normalised. Like no, it’s not okay. So I’m just sad tbh, cause quite an amount of stories that I’m following are going down the drain. Anyway I was wondering if it’s just me that’s feeling this way
Nah, I get u. It's rlly the fetishization of grape in bl stories. Idrc about authors using that as a plot(lazy writing if u ask me), but what annoys me is the fact that SOOOO many actual good bl stories don't get much attention as those manhwas that r full of grape. Literally that whole category of who to vote to get the possibility of an anime?? Btch the top two is a grape paradise. Imo if we're talking about actual good stories, it should be "The Hunter Wants to Live Quietly" (or other bl manhwas with good writing) at be the top.
Cuz be serious rn. Want to be a rich popular bl author?? Write a story that has handsome/pretty top that constantly grapes the bottom, then the bottom slowly loses their mind and eventually falls. BOOM, ur immediately popular.
All of my reading history is gone ╥﹏╥ Idk why but it just disappeared….
They aren't deleted you'll get them back.
don't worry, ppl whose acc were made in 2014 and 2015, as in earlier years, slowly got their reads back.
Currently 2017 ppl are getting it back.
https://www.mangago.me/home/people/65330/home/
https://www.mangago.me/home/people/7934/home/
https://www.mangago.me/home/people/12004/home/
so yeahh it'll take quite some time but you'll get them back.
also once they're back, in case you're looking for ways to save them perhaps in an excel file, I've made a tutorial on how to do it easily and quickly rather than having to enter everything manually one by one, so if you'd like, you can check it out.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/14Drj0CviUhrAmZlU-DC-AtxGFQoH1_PYQ81b2Vzu82w/edit?tab=t.0
It will be back eventually! Read this https://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/21080691/

So I don’t remember the plot that well. But it was smth like MC was well-built hitman or smth and, wore like Hawaiian T-shirts and was a player/womanizer, and ML’s was his target. Smhw he ended up pretending to be an informant, cause ML needed some info. And I remember there was a scene when ML was chasing him, so MC jumped of building. And I really wanna reread it, but I don’t remember the name ╥﹏╥
Bad Apple
it's definitely bad apple, i love that BL. it my fav type of toxic yaoi. it's toxic x toxic. i love the seme in bad apple, probably one of those reare times i have liked the seme and read the story bc of the seme.
AHRHHAGSHSHS ikrrr i just reread it, and this shi so peaaaaak, i love their dynamics so much ╥﹏╥