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I’m a bit confused about his motivations. Like i guess he is attracted to the FL but there’s also something deeper than that? Very contradictory idk if anyone has any insight about his character. He has a desire to see her crumble but then carries out her orders for a crumb of affection? I have no idea why he’s attracted to her?
imo Deon doesnt have a proper sense of self. he's more like a weapon shaped by Lante. in the side stories, when they were younger, Achille and Xana were the only ones who were nice to him even though he didnt appreciate their kindness. when Lante ordered Deon to kill Achille, him lacking emotional comprehension, simply carried out the order because that’s what he was conditioned to do. and when Xana grieved over Achille's death, perhaps something unfamiliar surged within him. feelings which he couldnt understand, so he grew obsessed to it. maybe that's why he's so fixated to making Xana cry cus he wants to evoke those emotions again. Even so, he could never hurt Xana because she became the center of his emotions and being. without her, he's just a lost dog with no purpose in life.
the last i heard a month ago was that it will come back but the admins are going through it chronologically. Are there any new updates recently?
From what I understood they're not coming back, which is really disappointing
1. on the cover, uke has black hair and wears glasses and is tied up in a red ribbon. Seme has white hair. It’s a campus romance because the seme calls the uke sunbae. I think the seme is possesive
I think the manhwa," perfect leash" matches your description but it's not a campus romance. Go check it.
maybe this one? https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feel_my_benefit/
thank uuuu that’s the one
all that work and suffering to give birth to a baby and he can’t even show up at ur funeral on time/fulfill ur last wish of seeing him just because he’s too busy gooning w a man and thinking about whether this man loves him or not like… The bottom deadass shed 1 tear at his mother’s funeral then went straight back to thinking about whether the top loves him or not like bruh
Not to mention the top be doing the most and saying the least. just pmo
The top having the audacity to baby trap the bottom after not responding to the bottoms confessions like5 times and then hooking up with another man even tho he “supposedly” loves the bottom the whole time and was a monk so he wasn’t even supposedly to be having sex in the first place like r we deadass not to mention the grooming and weird mentions of father son incest pedo undertones vibes bye.
The bottom is the biggest bird prob cuz he was groomed tbh. The only reason y they’re together is cuz the bottom read the top’s diary like the top doesn’t even have the courage to say he loves the bottom to his face and writes his feelings like how is this acceptable to the bottom they deserve each other stupid x evil. Mf lived for 1000 yrs and is the leader of a clan or whatever & still can’t communicate like what’re we doing here gang