I’m a bit confused about his motivations. Like i guess he is attracted to the FL but there’s also something deeper than that? Very contradictory idk if anyone has any insight about his character. He has a desire to see her crumble but then carries out her orders for a crumb of affection? I have no idea why he’s attracted to her?
imo Deon doesnt have a proper sense of self. he's more like a weapon shaped by Lante. in the side stories, when they were younger, Achille and Xana were the only ones who were nice to him even though he didnt appreciate their kindness. when Lante ordered Deon to kill Achille, him lacking emotional comprehension, simply carried out the order because that’s what he was conditioned to do. and when Xana grieved over Achille's death, perhaps something unfamiliar surged within him. feelings which he couldnt understand, so he grew obsessed to it. maybe that's why he's so fixated to making Xana cry cus he wants to evoke those emotions again. Even so, he could never hurt Xana because she became the center of his emotions and being. without her, he's just a lost dog with no purpose in life.
This story is a series of unfortunate events. It’s hard to pinpoint the blame on just one person besides the obvious aka Misha’s dad and probably Carlos for asking for marriage without Mishas consent. Like everybody did something that caused unfortunate/sometimes unintended consequences onto another person, which is why it’s so frustrating to see all the comments just blaming Misha when the situation was forced onto him.
Misha is also a victim of his circumstance. Everyone just focuses on the fact that he abandoned his son, which, yes, is he wrong to do but he shouldn’t be blamed for “cheating” when he never wanted this marriage in the first place. Also he’s blamed for being horrible and selfish etc but nobody is saying anything about the true cause of the situation his dad and Carlos, who despite treats him “well,” forced the marriage onto him.
Hes wrong to abandon his son but it’s also like he didn’t want this marriage or the product of the marriage, his son. It was a product of a one night stand thanks to his heat and the compelling of pheromones which was very influential since they’re fated. misha couldn’t even remember what happened during his heat. But i suppose he should take responsibility for the result of his heat... but is it wrong to pursue his own happiness? If carlos and felix were both rational, mature adults, Misha annd Carlos would’ve divorced and they all could’ve coparented. I feel that it’s very unfortunate and unfair for the son but i can also understand why misha did what he did so that’s why I can’t exactly resent him for his decision and be quick to pass judgment in the form of labels.
I also feel that carlos letting him “cheat” is deserved. I mean you force a marriage on someone-the least you could do is let him be with whom he actually wants… but at that point why cling to the man. Clinging onto someone who was forced to be with you only makes them feel more trapped.
His son became collateral in the games of his parent’s generation, and this story plus the sequel just shows how the generational trauma cycle continues. His son also became a perpetrator of violence not due to his abandonment issues but because it played a major role in shaping his actions and thoughts
Maybe in taking this too seriously and the readers r 12 wanting y/n and mafia ceo to get together but it’s just annoying to see everyone blame solely 1 person when there’s actually multiple characters who should also be blamed. No one in this story is actually blameless except the son in his parents story at least. his own was a totally diff story
ugh i’m so pissed this shit making me crash out than anything in my life i’m tweaking wtf HOW IS THE AUTHOR GONNA MAKE THE MC PREGNANT AND THEN NOT GET WITH UR FREAKING BABY DADDY LIKE WTFFFFF WTFFFF WTFFF IS WRONG W U AUTHOR WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYY I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE BUT THE DREAM ABD THE AUTHORS NOTE LITERALLY GAVE AWAY THE ENDING IM TWEAKING AND THEN SPEND 99% INTRODUCINF A MILLION SUB PLOT CHARACTERS PLEASEEEE
idc what anyone says the prosecutor is hot and i want his redemption arc and them actually falling in love but no the author did an uno reverse and introduced some boring ahh lame ahh second ml to the story like HUHHUHHH
my shayla oh my shaylaaaa
we were rooting for u I WAS ROOTING FOR U
all that work and suffering to give birth to a baby and he can’t even show up at ur funeral on time/fulfill ur last wish of seeing him just because he’s too busy gooning w a man and thinking about whether this man loves him or not like… The bottom deadass shed 1 tear at his mother’s funeral then went straight back to thinking about whether the top loves him or not like bruh
Not to mention the top be doing the most and saying the least. just pmo
The top having the audacity to baby trap the bottom after not responding to the bottoms confessions like5 times and then hooking up with another man even tho he “supposedly” loves the bottom the whole time and was a monk so he wasn’t even supposedly to be having sex in the first place like r we deadass not to mention the grooming and weird mentions of father son incest pedo undertones vibes bye.
The bottom is the biggest bird prob cuz he was groomed tbh. The only reason y they’re together is cuz the bottom read the top’s diary like the top doesn’t even have the courage to say he loves the bottom to his face and writes his feelings like how is this acceptable to the bottom they deserve each other stupid x evil. Mf lived for 1000 yrs and is the leader of a clan or whatever & still can’t communicate like what’re we doing here gang