suggest me a bl where the mc has anxiety(specifically social), paranoia, abandonment issues, maybe even bpd and long term depression but still acts tough, never truly opened up to anyone and is the avoidant type but will cry himself to sleep after trying to act 'normal' all day. and would be better if the ml helps him live a little. i know im being way too specific but i REALLY need anything similar to this right now
Ikr!!
If u want u can check this manga out the mc can't see ppls faces due to trauma https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/harenai_sekai_de_kimi_dake_mieru/
Mc has anxiety but not really, it's like anxiety https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/happy_together_paradise_scans/
And https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/ more than anxiety it's ptsd and depression and the ml unknowingly makes mcs days better :>
manhua localizations be giving the main characters the most shit outta ass names like i had to put my phone down at 'crispin' fried chicken sounding ass name hill is mid at best then we got side characters with pretty names like ivan, cecil etc
Crispin is actually a really old real name! It was used in the Middle Ages and was probably popularized then because it was the name of a Christian saint/martyr who lived around the 3rd century. Fun fact!