Wait... Shit I realized only after I typed all the below that a manga/wha/hua was asked, and I gave novels... I'm so sorry.. but I'm still gonna post this just incase anyone's interested.
Falling into the twilight, 跌落暮色, by Jian Xia, this is a BL, one of the only ones I actually cried to, I feel it takes a lot to make me cry over something ...... reply
i have a bunch that im reading currently (most are in chinese, they're novels not exactly mangas so i didnt include)
The Titans Bride (uploads super slowly, i love it though, besides the slow update i have really nothing to say) -- https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_titan_s_bride/
Joseon Sex Shop (love it too, same issue, slow update) -- https...... 3 reply
did tried to kill yourself
